The village changed after that night.
Not with torches or shouted accusations. There were no trials. No justice. No demands for answers. The cruelty was quieter than that—sharper. It lived in glances that lingered too long, doors that closed a second too fast, voices that fell into whispers whenever I passed.
The storm never returned.
Fear did.
No one asked where the men had gone. No one dared. Their absence hung over the village like a curse too heavy to name. They said the mine swallowed them. Or bandits. Or the forest.
Anything but the truth.
Anything but me.
I felt it everywhere. In the way children were pulled from my reach. In the way food was rationed thinner when I approached. In the silence that followed my footsteps—brittle and tense, as though the air itself might shatter if I breathed too deeply.
Old Man Joe stopped meeting my eyes.
His wife no longer bothered disguising cruelty as discipline. She did something far worse.
She ignored me.
Meals were forgotten. Blankets vanished. I slept on the cold floor while the rest of the house stayed warm. When I spoke, no one answered. When I cried, the walls listened—but no one else did.
“You should be grateful we keep you at all,” she said one night, her voice trembling with something dangerously close to hatred. “After what you are.”
The whispers stirred.
I pressed my hands to my ears, nails digging into my scalp.
No, I begged silently. Not again.
The voice did not argue.
It waited.
At the market, people crossed the road to avoid me. Some spat into the dirt after I passed. Others clutched charms and muttered prayers. Mothers told their children stories at night - stories of demons born in storms, of girls with hollow eyes and blood on their hands.
That was when I learned my name had changed.
I was no longer Lily.
I was the cursed one.
The nights were the worst.
Sleep brought dreams soaked in red, dreams where I stood knee-deep in ruin while the voice sang to me, sweet and patient. Sometimes I woke with blood beneath my fingernails and no memory of how it came to be. Sometimes I woke screaming, my body burning with a power I did not understand.
Once, I caught my reflection in a pool of water and did not recognize myself.
My eyes looked older. Sharper. As though something ancient was watching the world from behind them.
Tully Mama came only once.
She did not cross the threshold. She stood at the doorway, pale and afraid.
“You must learn to resist it,” she said softly. “Or one day, it will ask for more than you can give.”
I wanted to ask how.
But she had already turned away.
That night, I understood the truth.
No one was coming to save me.
The village would not protect me. My family would not love me. The gods - if they existed at all - had already chosen.
And deep within me, something ancient smiled.
Then let them fear you, the voice whispered.
If they have chosen a monster… let us become one.
I did not answer.
But I did not tell it no.
...
I was sixteen when I thought I had found love.
Noah was the village chief’s son - tall, kind-spoken, adored by everyone.
He did not look at me with fear.
He did not flinch when others whispered.
He spoke to me as though I were human.
It began by the stream.
The other youths mocked me, ruined my washing, hurled stones and laughter alike. I said nothing. I never did.
Then Noah stepped between us, steady and calm, like a shield I had never known.
When they left, he offered his hand.
I recoiled, expecting pain.
“I’m not here to hurt you,” he said gently. “I just want to help.”
It was the first normal conversation I had ever known.
Against every instinct, I let him in.
Days grew lighter. Hunger lessened. Noah taught me to hunt, to fish. He brought laughter into a life shaped by survival. With him, I almost forgot the whispers.
Almost.
The Dragon Festival changed everything.
When he confessed his feelings, my heart nearly shattered from hope alone. When he asked me to go with him, I dared to believe the world had finally softened.
My aunt allowed me to go.
I wore my mother’s old dress.
The festival was color and noise and light - too much of everything. It was my first time among joy untouched by fear. Noah stayed close. Bought me food. Smiled at me as though I belonged.
When he led me to a quiet garden, I trusted him.
I should not have.
Something shifted.
He kissed me, and his kindness sharpened into insistence. His hands roamed, grabbing, squeezing at my breasts and ass - taking. He touched me in places I did not want. His movements became more aggressive. Panic clawed up my throat as I tried to pull away.
This is wrong.
The whispers surged.
Let me help.
Power exploded outward, unseen but undeniable, throwing Noah back.
When our eyes met, desire turned to horror.
He ran.
As though death itself chased him.
Shaking, I fled to the river and stared into the water.
Red irises stared back.
Black where white should be.
What am I?
They vanished a heartbeat later.
When I returned to the village, the whispers were no longer behind me.
They were in front of me.
They called me names.
They twisted lies into truth.
The village believed Noah.
They always would.
By morning, I was no longer cursed.
I was a w***e.
A liar.
A monster.
Noah told them I had tried to force myself on him.
They believed him.
He was the golden boy.
I was the curse.
When I went to confront him, I overheard his laughter, heard him mock me, reduce me to something pitiful and obscene.
When our eyes met, fear flashed across his face.
He knew.
And as I stood alone beneath their hatred, I wondered - quietly, bitterly_
Maybe this is for the best.
Maybe I was never meant to belong.