Honey (bxb)

~7~

Jesse

I can't blame Dylan for being all suspicious. Why would someone like Tristan want to talk to me or even waste his time spending with me?

Maybe he genuinely needs help...

When he first called me, I thought he was calling someone else. So I was really surprised when he came up to me.

Seeing him up close made me realise why he is so popular. That guy looks like a Greek god. I had to look up to him because he's really tall... He has jet black hair and a built body adorned with his well-defined jawline and sharp stormy eyes.

Good lord! His eyes! They're really captivating, once you look into them it's not that easy to look away.

Being so close to made me really self-conscious then. I am nothing like him. I'm short, lean and really pale. One thing I like about my body is my skin. Yeah.. I have clear skin, no pimples and no weird scars. My skin is super clear and super healthy.

But for that reason my sister makes fun of me a lot, saying that I should let my hair grow long and I would look beautiful as a 'girl'. I really hate it when she says that. I'm not a girl! I'm a man! I've never done anything girly in my life.

I don't have a pastel-painted bedroom filled with teddy bears and pink things. I have my own preferences! Just because I look shy and cute doesn't mean I'm girly. I agree that I blush a lot but I can't do anything about it! I'm a socially awkward person! I get shy easily and my skin tone doesn't really help with that.

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"Hey, Jesse... What are you daydreaming about? Already planning your future with Tristan? " Dylan smirked, wiggling his eyebrows at me.

"Shut up before I smash your head with my books." I groaned. He's really annoying me lately.

"Haha... I'm just kidding," He raised his hands in a surrendering manner.

Dylan is really a good friend. He knows that I'm gay. Well...I can't say gay. I never really got the chance to check it out. I never had a girlfriend or boyfriend before.

I always thought I was attracted to girls. But when I happened to read a gay romance novel...Umm... I... liked it. It was ugh... an erotic one and I kinda got a little.... 'excited '.That's when I knew that my interest is not limited to only girls. And when I told Dylan about it, he said he's gonna support me no matter who I love. That's why I love him so much even though he has a loudmouth.