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523 Words
Jesse
"Jesse, sweety, wake up." I lazily opened my eyes to see mom standing next to my bed.
"Mom?" I sat up, rubbing my eyes.
" Jesse, dad, and I are going shopping. Lisa is going to her friend's house. We'll be back in the afternoon. Can you cook lunch? " She said, trying to fix the necklace she was wearing.
"Yeah..." I said as I lazily stared at her from the bed. She smiled at me.
"That's good, Now get up. It's already 7," She said as she walked towards me. "Go freshen up and eat breakfast, okay?" she ruffled my hair and kissed my head.
"Mmm....'k" I mumbled sleepily as she walked out saying goodbye.
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"Mmhmm.... " I moaned as I devoured the delicious lunch I made. I must say I'm a good cook. I checked my phone to see if there was any text from Dylan and there was. It was mostly about Tristan. I rolled my eyes and put my phone down. It's better to tell him in person or he's gonna blow up my phone with texts, and I'm too lazy to text now.
I thought back to the events that happened in the past two days. I still can't believe that I cuddled with the handsome guy in our college. I could feel my whole face heat up.
I smiled at the memory. He was really nice and understanding. He never once teased me for my phobia and I am really grateful to him for that.
He seemed like he enjoyed his time with me. Am I really that interesting? I never thought someone like him would like to hang out with me but he seemed genuine when he said he liked it.
Yesterday, I often caught him staring. It was really hard for me when he looked at me like that. I easily become self-conscious in these kinds of situations. Why did he stare at me like that? And he was teasing me a lot too.
Kissing my foot and licking my fingers and all made me want to curl up in a cave.
Was he teasing me because I was gay? No... he doesn't seem like a person who would do that.
And when he accidentally grabbed my bum my mind went all blank. His grip was really firm that nearly made me moan. His hands were strong and veiny. If I didn't bite my lips the second time when he grabbed them I would have made some embarrassing sounds there.
I shook all those thoughts away from my mind. It's not good to have thoughts about him like that. The last thing I want now is a crush on a guy who's way out of my league and have my heart broken because of that. I sighed as I finished my breakfast and put the dishes in the sink. I planned to spend the day reading and eating. There's nothing better for me to do anyway.
I have to explain everything to Dylan tomorrow and have to hear an earful of stupid things he's gonna say after that.
I love you guys ≥3≤
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