Patrick has spent all day in his office after our visit to the Jade Moon. I know how stressed he is because he didn't even bother coming down for dinner. I asked Angie to make him a plate anyway. If I didn't have Angie or Sonia here to talk to during the day, I would probably go out of my mind. I thought maybe it was since my arrival that Patrick became so stressed, enough to spend every day in his office. However, over dinner, Angie informed me that before I came along, Patrick was even worse. He would still spend most days in his office, but when he left it he was rude and miserable. I knew that Patrick had been searching for his Mate for a long time, but I didn't realise that because he hadn't found me, he was extremely unhappy, taking his frustration out on the pack. It's hard for me t

