Lola I tossed and turned all night after Cash said that Alpha Thomas was coming my heart felt as if it would leap right out of my chest. It was good that the heart monitor was off when he returned. But he wasnt oblivious to my reaction when he said that, even though I tried to hide the worry or it could have been the fear that ripped through me he saw right through it, I hated that Dean affected me this way I had told myself a number of times I wasnt afraid but in truth I was and I just couldn't get those eyes out of my head, all the years with him I never knew what he was I mean granite I had just learned that werewolves do exist so knowing that witches and warlocks are real wasnt too hard to believe, I wouldn't know what to look for to know that he wasnt other than a human, I guess

