Lola Today I made my way over to the clinic my head had been running in different directions for a few days after that whole deal, I had questions I wanted to ask the next day but I wasnt ready to see her again, Like this whole not a human thing I gave myself a headache last night just thinking about that, I didnt feel any different i looked perfectly normal did normally things, I had mixed feelings about it all one part of me was mad at her and the other understood why, I also wanted to know if the parents who raised me knew I wasnt there and why they never told me, They weren't bad parents they just didnt have the money to go around that's why I worked extra hard in school to get me a scholarship for college I wanted a better life a stable one where I didnt have to struggle like they

