Lola
It's been about two weeks since everything happened Cash has been making daily visits to Alpha Thomas's pack I haven't gone at all with him the thought of being anywhere near Dean causes me to panic the fear of what happened plays over and over in my mind, I have lived with Dean for years took everything he has done to me sure I was afraid of him and the pain he caused me but this is different, no he didn't cause me physical pain this time this is something I can't seem to figure out just the thought of him makes my heart beat faster and not in a good way, my breathing becomes labored the tightening feeling in my chest almost like i can't breathe or like I'm choking, Cash dont push for me to go with him he says he understands and that's another reason why hes so great he knows my lim
