One last wish

Tumor

I stare at the couple who was arguing with each other

I wish I have their life

someone who I can argue with but I have no one just me and me

My name is Catty Freeman

I form that surname

I am an orphan

I don't have a parents

I love in the orphanage till I was eighteen

spend my life doing part time job to have a home

You wanna know if I went to school in the ophanage

I went to school

First in my class

I wanna be a Nurse

But the ophanage was closed down when I was Nineteen

The owner died

No one to take care of us

"are u just gonna sit there staring at the patient or get ur ass and start serving drinks"Chloe said

Oh

who's she

she's a bitch

I hate her

Always act as if she's perfect cos it's her mother restaurant

I stand up walking away

"poverty sticky brat"

I roll my eyes forcing my self not to mutter the world "b***h "

Then I feel it ,it has started two years ago ,I don't have money for hospital so I just buy pain relief

I fall down

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"As you can see this is your chart,we run some test and we find out that"His voice became sad

"Doc what's wrong with me,You can tell me ,don't worry I'll be fine"

He move the computer close to me

I held my breath

I know what happened next

Either I have cancer or A disease like kidney failure and who knows

I stare at my chart folding my hands waiting for the bad news

He look at me "You have a tumor in your brain,it's malignant, aggressive,it's already stage four"

Sweat dripped from my face

I don't wanna hear what happens next

"Even if you do chemo or radiation,your changing surviver us low ,you have three months to live"

Those words hit me hard

Brain tumor,Three months

I don't even wanna hear more

I stand up and walked out

"why me,I have no parents, didn't go to high school, college,I don't have a job"

I screamed inwardly

It's midnight

The words the daughter said replay in my head

I WANNA LIVE,I WANNA BE REBORN

I almost screamed those words

Then I feel the pain and Blackout