She is Bi-Polar
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Matthew's POV:-
They were trying to explain to me and make me understand how I fit into all this. I ended up asking ; " Say I am the person who you guys claim me to be....how do I release my powers ? " " Well , it's simple you need to unite with your pair and let your inner voice guide you." replied Chris. " Not happening." broke in Saraphina. "I am not uniting with anyone." she added.
Ouch! That hurt....a bit.... may be a lot. She rejected me upfront....what did I do wrong ?.... other than calling her mine...." Don't look at me like that." her words pulled me out of my head. "Sorry." I replied taking my eyes off her.
"It has to be you-" Chris started but she interrupted , " He can unite with whoever he wants , I don't have any claim on him. " Elisa whispered screamed at her ;" If it was that simple , I would have f****d him long back and helped him re- " looking at my princess , Elisa stopped mid sentence. My princess's eyes had gone silver and hair silver too. I think she is Bi-Polar. She just rejected me then why is she stairing at Elisa like she wants to strangle her.
As soon as I looked into her eyes , there was something inside me wanting to take over , a voice asking me to let go and there was such a strong desire to kiss her. "Calm down , it's ok.....she didn't touch me....it's ok....I am here with you. " I was running my hand through her hair trying to calm her down.
She looked at me...... I couldn't resist the call of her lips anymore. My lips crashed into her's in a hungry passionate kiss. Initially she kissed with equal passion but soon she pulled back, slapped me hard across the face and ran out of the room.
I got up to call after her to apologize but there was this sharp excruciating pain in my head before everything turned black again.
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I wake up with a severe headache. Sebbie and Simon were literally stairing at my face.
"Hey, how are you feeling?" Sebbie gentle asked holding my hand.
I feel too tired I don't even want to keep my eyes open so I close them.
I feel a soft hand touch my arm, and then I hear her voice full of regret , " I am sorry I shouldn't have reacted like that."
I don't reply..... I don't have energy to reply..... I don't want to reply.... I didn't want any of this.... I just wanted to escape my nightmares but I guess the nightmares are my reality now.
I hear her talk to me again , "Matthew please say something.... atleast open you eyes. "
I open my eyes with a blank expression and then turn to Sebbie.
"Sebbie , I want to go home. Can you please take me home? "
Sebastian nods his head.
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Saraphina's POV:-
Fuck! I messed up bad! He doesn't even want to talk to me.
If I said I didn't enjoy the kiss , that would be a total lie. I hate to admit but I loved how his lips softly moved against mine....it calmed me down till my head decided to make me feel that I wasn't in control....like he was using me to unleash his powers. Which was furthest from truth.
Yes I panicked and acted out of control....ok way out of control. But when I ran out of the room I felt a sharp pain in my chest making me week in my knees . I walked back to the room to find him unconscious .
I hated myself at that moment when I saw him lying motionless in Sebastian's arms.
"Can I join you?" , I asked barely a whisper, but I think everyone herd it. Sebastian looked at me surprised. " I didn't ask for any of this." I added.
"Neither did I." said Matthew.
I know he didn't want any of this but that doesn't make anything easy everything he does something special to me the insecurity comes crashing down. I know I have to fight this myself , I know I'm being a total b***h. I just hope I can sort myself out before I loose Matthew for good. Everyone has a limit and I know if I were Matthew , I wouldn't tolerate myself.
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