Miracle
I feel utterly lost, as if I'm facing a completely different level of turmoil. Nothing that's been happening makes any sense. From childhood to now, I still can't comprehend the purpose of my existence. Is it just to experience different kinds of suffering? I felt worthless, devoid of anything good to offer. I'm a mess. And now, amidst the chaos, I find out I'm pregnant.
Pregnant.
Tears stream down my face as I gently caress my stomach, realizing that something is growing inside me. Another life is forming within me. And now, I had to be more cautious, more responsible, because I had two lives to consider. I should be joyful, but I'm not prepared for this. I'm not ready to bear a child, especially not at this time.
"I don't like where your thoughts are leading, Miracle," Light
