Melody POV It's Christmas day and I can’t find the energy to get out of bed. I turned each of my mates away one by one when they tried to come lay with me. Yesterday when I heard Christmas music playing, I had flashes of my father beating me in the basement. It all became too much and I excused myself as my mood had become so low. I know they are all worried about me. Each of my mates have tried to come lie with me but I can’t have them here while visions of my mother and brother are haunting me. We spent time singing while making Christmas cookies. I need to wallow by myself, but I feel bad for making them worry about me today. Draven has fit right in with my other mates. They are getting along very well, and it makes me happy. Morgan and Cam took to him quickly. Ronnie is more reserv

