Lost in time

Tainted

my breathing suddeny stopped when I realized who was at the door.

"Dont you miss me? We came so that we can play, don't you miss playing with us just like the old days?" Troy smirked at me.

I just wanted a quiet life. But it seems impossible.

Troy pushed me inside my condo as I still stood there frozen .

"What do you want? please leave". I somehow managed to say

"You want us to leave? why? Our little play hasn't started yet" Rico said while slowly approaching me.

I started to shiver and took steps backwards but I reached the end which is my door.

No! They can't do this again. I'm not letting them touch me again!

I swiftly reached for the door knob trying to run away but they managed to hold me and dragged me into the sofa.

"PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!" I cried so hard. Praying to the heavens to help me.

but no .. they still continued touching me..

I laid there crying as they ripped my clothes to shreds and savour my flesh ..

No one's going to help ..

I closed my eyes as my tears rolled down my tears ..

I thought I was already free.. but I'm totally wrong..

I'm still a mess..

Hours had passed by and they finally left. I laid there still staring at the ceiling..

I just wanted the pain to end..

I can't take it anymore ..

I stood and grabbed my pink robe. Not caring what I looked like ..

I got out of my condo and made my way through the only solution I can think of .

People are staring at me while I walked blankly.

I finally reached my destination. The rooftop

This is it. I cannot bear any of it now.

I'm so done with life being f****d up.

I stepped on the edge of that rooftop and looked down.

I can see flash of lights from the paparazzi's camera down below.

but I don't care anymore..

I took a deep breathe and jumped. I closed my eyes and I heard people screaming.

I'm falling and waited until my body would meet the pavement and die ..

it's been long but I hadn't felt the pain yet.

what's happening?

I can feel a soft matress instead. What the hell has happened?

I opened my eyes and what greets my sight shocked me.

I was in my bed. Not my bed in the condo.. but in a bed in a very familiar place.

I was lying on my bed on parent's home where I lived when I was in highschool..