Four weeks later things are going good but the guys are hesitant about trying for another baby. I want to try but they refuse and I become depressed about it. To get pregnant we all have to mate one after other and c*m inside me. We been sexually active but they are careful to alternate between my ass and p***y. I have been frustrated lately but its been stressful not getting my mates to understand. After weeks of begging to try I gave up and closed myself off again. I have been sleeping alone again and that hurts. Caleb and Nick have been avoiding me lately and been going out at night. They come home smelling like perfume and since I am a vampire my sense of smell is better then it use to be. I cry alot cause I have a feeling they are cheating. I ask Tristan and Lucas but they are just a

