Heishi no Umarekawari

Reincarnated in another world

"Why is this happening?"

"If I hadn't fallen asleep ... all this wouldn't have happened?"

"I couldn't protect who I loved"

"I was not a good son ...."

"Forgive me mother ..."

"I am an embarrassment to you"

After the explosion of my tank, I only felt overwhelming heat and a light so intense that it blinded my eyes.

"I guess it was my destiny to die"

"I wish I could fix my life and that of my brothers ...."

Suddenly my eyes opened once more and before me was a woman with brown hair, she had an excellent body but she looked somewhat tired and next to her was a young man with black hair sitting next to her.

"Eh .... who are they? ...."

"........"

"..........."

They started talking in some language that I didn't understand, maybe it was Japanese?

".............."

While they were talking, an elderly lady along with a young woman dressed as a maid and with ashen hair, the lady approached me and carried me as if it were a toy.

"I guess now I'm an invalid who can't move by himself"

My surprise was great when I moved my right arm trying to reach the old woman, my hand was totally small like a newborn .....

"At least it's better than being useless"

After 3 months after this, I have the possible theory of having reincarnated and now I am a baby, and I realized this when I took a bath when I saw my reflection in the water.

My now "new parents" gave me the impression of being too young, they were probably about 25 or 24 years old, being they older than me by 6 years apart, I was a little envious that they could be having children at such an early age .

"And I didn't even have a girlfriend ..."

"Well who really cares ....."

I am concerned to know where I am, since in this place there are no electronic devices, stoves or something like that, they also do not have weapons which seems strange to me being in times of war, also the clothes and the utensils of common use were quite rustic .

Another thing that I appreciate is keeping my memories in their entirety as it helps to know many things that a baby would not know.

"I guess it's normal for them to hide their weapons"

"Still, I am concerned that they are not protected from bombardments and attacks by the Russian infantry."

It terrifies me to have to see the death of my new family again .... that never again .....

Four more months passed, which had helped me to understand the local language in depth. Thanks to my native language, German and my vague knowledge of English and Japanese, it has been possible for me to decipher my family's conversations.

I also managed to regain motor skills in my hands and legs, during the first months of birth I worried that I would not be able to walk again, but those thoughts disappeared when I started to crawl.

"Ah .... I missed the feeling of having my feet on the ground .."

I liked to crawl and stare around me through a nearby window, which I accessed by placing one chair after another or with the help of my so-called "grandmother."

"Honey, it doesn't seem strange to you that Bladwyn is for hours by the window"

"It is normal for a child to explore and be shocked at the outside world"

Thanks to being able to crawl I undertook an exploration throughout my parents' house, it was a large complex despite being made of wood and tiles, it had three floors which were divided into 8 individual rooms, in addition to my grandmother had a maid the which one he liked to "talk" to me every time I was on my adventures in the rooms of the house.

One day I managed to escape from the kitchen, which was near the backyard I realized that I was in a village that I had never seen on the maps of the barracks, it did not look like places like Amsterdam or Blokzijil.

The place was extremely rural, I saw some families working in vegetable and fruit orchards, I looked for some sign of technology in the place, however I did not succeed.

"Ah .... how miserable not to have some electronic device ...."

After my disappointing search, I made my way to the front yard listening to strange phrases that I had never heard and in turn small explosions.

"He asked me what they do there"

"What the hell...."

When I finally got to the patio, I was amazed to see my father holding a silver-colored stick while a ball of water emerged from it and hit the ground.

"That is even possible ....!"

"Oh no....."

I was forced to crawl as fast as possible as my father's explosion of water generated a shower of debris.

I managed to sneak through that mess and enter the living room, while I kept walking I heard my grandmother talking to her maid.

"Hmmm, what will those two do?"

"They are probably talking about women's things."

I began to climb the stairs that seemed eternal, because three floors were not very simple, when I finally arrived they were accommodating a huge amount of books.

"At last..something of distraction"

"Little master! What are you doing here?

The maid Mary managed to find me after a few minutes of following me, she seemed worried but when she looked at the bruises on my arms and legs, and a small wound on her face, her expression changed even more.

"Oh dear, let me help you young master"

I hadn't noticed the bruises on my body, I guess from trying to flee from my father's witchcraft.

"Well.. there we go ...."

"Oh goddess, heal our wounds and let us live one more day in this world, HEAL"

"You really think that by asking a goddess for a miracle she will fulfill it .... a wound does not heal with miracles but with medicine ....."

Suddenly, Mary's hands began to emit a faint green light and the bruises disappeared in a brief instant.

"But what...."

"Ah ... I guess my old abilities haven't disappeared"

My brain started with its ridiculous theories about what happened while my grandmother carried me into the kitchen where my mother was.

"Magic, swords, there is no electricity, the house is made of wood, there are no modern devices or firearms ... what is going on"

"Bladwyn is very naughty"

"Why does mother-in-law say it?"

"Mary found him on the third floor while we were cleaning the library."

"It's normal for a child to be naughty, I'd be worried if it wasn't"

While my grandmother recounted my antics my father opened the door while he hugged my mother.

"Passing dear?"

"Nothing, just your mother is telling me that Blad is very naughty, she discovered him on the third floor while they were cleaning the library"

"It's normal for him to do it, it's a boy, although I'm surprised that he managed to climb up there"

"I am worried about what could be done harm"

"Quiet he will be fine, and if something happens to him I will use magic to heal him"

After this my father hugged my mother and began to kiss her.

"Ah ... great and I have to look at this."

After a few days I began to fully understand my parents' conversations, I heard them talking about some places, countries and places that do not belong on the European map.

This is no longer a possibility, it is very certain that I am no longer on the Earth that I know, it reassures me to know that war does not exist in this place although I have no news from my brothers and the battalion.

This world of magic and swords is now my new home and I will enjoy it to the fullest.

"My life was hell ..... I deserve to be happy and live a full life ...."

"Sorry brothers, I'll look for you one day ...."

The death and abandonment of my former parents, the enormous sacrifice we made to live ... the damn war that destroyed half a continent ...

I will live in the way that was denied to me in my past life, with my knowledge and experience, maybe I managed to realize my dreams and be happy ......