Bella “You look sad, Izzy.” I felt little arms wrap around my waist as I stood by the stove, making pasta for dinner. I reached down and ruffled Ryan"s hair as I continued to stir the pot. “What makes you say that, Ry?” He looked up at me, clinging to my hip and I knew he saw right through the smile I masked over my face after picking him and his brothers up from school this afternoon. Axel changed something in me and the idea of never seeing him again was like a weight, pressing on my heart. Was it for the best? Probably. That didn"t mean it was easy. “I"m okay, I promise.” “Okay. Can I taste?” He reached his arms up and I smiled, blew on the wooden spoon for a minute before handing it to him to taste the sauce. He loved cooking with me, this sweet boy. “Good?” He nodded, beamin

