Last night, Austin and I continued to tease each other like two kids. I guess we both needed some lightheartedness. I didn’t know when I fell asleep. I just knew that I felt safe enough to fall asleep in his arms and also he exhausted me a lot. My sleep was disrupted by several nightmares… each one more realistic that the last. Some guys kidnapped me, they asked for a ransom. But, in the end, Austin told them they could do whatever they wanted with me, that it didn’t matter to him. His sister’s disdainful face then appeared and she bore me the fatal blow. So, this morning I felt bad. I felt like reality had just struck me in the teeth. Austin’s lies, his sister’s nasty little game, the shooting on the roof and the car that wanted to crash into me last night. Everything went so quickly.

