Alphas broken mate

My mates name (7)

Moon's pov:

After I got back from the lake I decided I'd take a nice relaxing bath and read a book to calm my nerves and remember all that had happened today 

Was I really dreaming or did my mate be nice to me, no that can't be possible right!?

That's when I realised I don't even know my mates name, all I've been calling him is mate 

Should I ask? Or would it be weird I don't know honestly 

 "Ask him dipstick" my wolf says "seriously again with the offensive nicknames" I say again annoyed by her language I'm not much better when it comes to being nice but still she needs to learn some manners "yes but he would tell you his name if you asked" she says eagerly "FINE I'll ask but if I did of embarrassment from not knowing his name your not going on my tomb stone" I all but giggle the last parts 

So I put a book mark in where I finished reading and set of to find my mate

After 15 minutes of looking 

I followed my mates scent to his office, of course he's here why didn't I think of this in the first place 

 "CUZ your stupid" my wolf just has to but in "yeah yeah I get it in stupid now leave me alone" I say yet again agitated "huh fine your no fun meanie" she says then cuts the contact 

At first I'm scared then I build up the courage to knock on the door to my mates office, about a minute after my mates deep but soothing voice comes and say "come in" so I slowly open the door my mate sat behind his desk working on this laptop with only a little paper work to do next to him, once he smells my scent he looks up and closes his laptop 

 "Is there something you need" he says giving his full attention to me 

"um-you see well-i was wondering....." 

"What??" He says looking at my confused 

 "Ummmm well- whats-whats your name" I say quickly casting my eyes to look at the ground ashamed I didn't even know my own mates name 

 "Awa moon wouldnt you like to know" he says a small smirk playing against his lips , wait so he knew my name this whole time and never called me it 

I start to blush, why am I blushing, stop blushing moon, god this is embarrassing I drop my head more so my red hair covers my face

I hear my mate get up from where he's sitting and walk across to me, he puts two fingers under my chin and titles my head to meet his blue gaze

 "Dont hide your blush from me little one" he says in this harmless voice but also has a hint of mischievousness to it

What's he up to now 

 "O-okay um can I know your name" I all but whisper 

 "Whats the magic word baby girl" he says as he wraps his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him so out chest and basically touching 

 "P-please" I say turning an even more red then I was before but I can't look down I have to keep looking into his eyes 

Be brave moon please be brave I repeat in my head 

 He leans closer so his mouth is right next to my ear

 "Well since you asked so nicely -" he says whispering in a seductive tone 

 "Mmm" is all I can bring out of my mouth, it's like I'm in a trance when I'm with him 

 "Names............Ares" he says moving his mouth from my ear to just above my lips 

I take in a deep breath Ares it's suits him but isn't he named after a Greek God 

He gets closer and closer, I close my eyes ready for Whats about to happen next but nothing comes 

I open my eyes to see his staring at me piecing through me like he's struggling to keep control I wonder if that is what's wrong, control 

 "What is it you want little one, tell me and I'll give it to you" he says he even sounds like he's struggling to keep control but thing is 

So am I

At this point it's like we're both breathing the same air were that close to each other his deep clear blue eyes looking at mine one of his hands has seemed to move from my waist to my ass cheek but still has the other on my waist, what I want! At this moment in time I want him, just him

 "I-i I want....." I can't seem to say it

 " You want what baby" he says seeming to be in pain trying to control himself 

Do I want him to control himself or do I want him to loose control with me, I don't know, why does my mind have to be this way, why can't my life be easy not complicated 

 "I want..........I want you" and with what I said just like the speed of light he's out of his office and running into the forest in his pitch black wolf but not without looking at me through the window one last time with this weird look on his face 

H-have I just unleashed the beast within him.............

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I'm sorry it's taking forever for me to write I'm just finding it hard honestly if you have an ideas to improve the book or to keep it going please tell me in the comments it would really help and thanks to the people who have said it's a good book and to carry it on and to update it really means a lot but I need some help so please say if you want to thank you xx