Revenge or My Mate

the talk 2

Ella i do have a problem i suddenly say to get her, earning a frown.

What is it Chris? I asked turning my attention from my books now fully focused on him.

What if i find my mate and my parents doesn't want her? What do i do then? this was really bothering me and who else can i share it with if not my mate?

Hmmmm that's a tough one Chris. I don't think the moon goddess will give you a Luna that isn't right for you. I doubt she makes such mistakes. As an alpha your Luna makes you stronger your parents opinion should not matter i think. But who am i to give such an advice, this one will be left for you to answer am sorry.

I wonder how my mate would feel about me though. I hope he loves me unconditionally and chooses me over everything. Seeing you worry about your mate is making me think about mine.

I have never really given this mate thing a thought all i have ever thought about is turning 17, getting my wolf so that i can leave this God damn place i spat out without thinking. Only realising what i have said after saying it.

You are leaving?

I asked her ? Betrayal, anger, disappointment and hurt was all i felt.

Yes Chris, i need to find my siblings when i become of legal age and this pack won't have any kind of hold one anymore. I want to go as far away as possible. I have always hated it here, this place brings me nothing but pain and suffering. I tried to hold back the tears when Chris suddenly embraces me and strokes my hair gently. i know saying this to him might put me in danger but i just somehow feel comfortable telling him. I even feel safe and this scared me.

Am sorry he whispers in my ears i could instantly feel butterflies in my stomach. Then he pulls away softly, it must have been difficult for you all this while i never really thought about it.

Yes, i miss my siblings a lot. I think i know where they are but am not really sure. I will find them once i am off age.

Do you really have to leave?? I mean what if you find them and know they are alright. why not come back and be part of my pack. Once am alpha things would be different i assure you.

Thanks Chris but my mind is made up. I can't be part of a pack that murdered my parents and burned down my pack.

What if your mate is here would you still leave??

This question made my heart feel heavy all of a sudden. "I don't know yet Chris" but i really hope he isn't from this pack i don't want to hate him even before i get to know him.

Hmmmm was all i got from Chris.

I would have to change her mind with the little time i have left. I wouldn't want to scare her so i will have to woo her and make her love me before she turns 17, then when she realizes am her mate she would not want to leave.

Okay Ella that reminds me, trying to change the topic since the atmosphere is becoming awkward with this mate conversation.

Sky's birthday is coming up and i don't know what to gift her, so i was hoping you could come with me to the mall so you can help me pick a gift for her.

Are you sure you want me to join you?? Not Laurette??? I don't want her trying to yank my hair out just cause she thinks am trying to steal her boyfriend.

Ella's statement made me laugh really hard, a tears even wanted to escape my eyes. Ella is really one of a kind, her facial expression when she talks is really priceless.

Don't worry she won't, besides she will be 17 soon and will soon realise am not her mate. I only keep her around to keep other girls away i haven't even touched her yet. Well that's a lot of information if you ask me Ella said giggling. Seeing her cheerful made me happy, we both talked some more and i helped with her assignment before she set off to leave. We both walked to the pack house making small jokes, laughing and having small talks.

I never knew she was this fun to be with, why didn't i do this sooner.

Okay this is where i leave you alpha she said with a smile, hold on i want to see were you sleep.

I don't think that it's a good idea and i also don't think that is necessary.

Come on Ella, you just helped me sort out my problems I just want to know your room so i can send my thank you gift and so i know were to find you if i ever need your wise counsel again.

Fine i sighed, follow me then. I led him to my suppose room and i could have sworn the color of his eyes changed for a second. You won't be sleeping here anymore he said in his alpha voice. Before i could respond he took my hands and started dragging me to a free room on the second floor next to his bed room.

It was not that big but it was well arranged, golden walls, blue curtains, king size bed and not to mention a big personal bath room. A full size mirror and a huge wardrobe. My guess is this is one of the many guest room for visitors in the pack house. But why did he bring me here, didn't he know i have been sleeping they for years now, why now?

Chris i don't think your mother the Luna will be happy with this i try to reason with him, am okay with my room please.

If i had known your room was that tiny from the start i would have changed it. Even the maids have bigger bedrooms. From now on this will be your room, no if or buts okay? She shook her head not saying anything. You are my friend now and my number one fan and no friend of mine will leave like that. And no more laundries only breakfast and dinner okay. And don't worry about the Luna i will take care of her. I gave her a small smile before leaving, i ordered the maids to bring her things to her new room. I need to have a word with my mother.