Revenge or My Mate

feelings

Alpha Larry wasn't too pleased with the Luna when she brought Ella to their home but because he wanted to please her he couldn't refuse her.

The luna made sure Ella's whole pack was burnt down before leaving. Her search for her siblings were fruitless, they had already left in their dad's personal jeep even before the fight started. The Luna personally showed Ella her room and assigned her her duties.

My duties were to prepare breakfast and dinner for the whole pack house and to also do the laundry.

Kristen and Chris has been mean to me from the very first day they saw me, everyone called me a murder's daughter which is funny because i witnessed the killing of my father and my entire pack so who was actually the murderer.

They said my pack wanted to kill the Luna just to cripple the Alpha, because an Alpha becomes weak when his Luna dies. So we could attack when they could not defend and take over their lands.

I knew my parents they were honest people and would never do that. My father was a very straight forward man and many admired him for that. He was always fair in his judgement and never cheated. Plus my mom already told me her reason for visiting. I knew it had to do with the Luna but no one would believe me if i told them so i just played along. At first i would argue with other about them being a liar but i always ended up getting beaten with no one to save me or speak up for me so over the years i have adapted.

Though the whole situation has been a pain in the ass i barely cry as my Alpha blood won't permit it, but each time the tears threatens to fall down when the pain becomes unbearable i remember my promise to Phillip. They was a time i fell in the woods and hurt myself badly, i cried a lot and he was really upset with me for crying he even made me promise never to cry again and i have been trying to keep that promise ever since.

END OF FLASH BACK ****

CHRIS POV *****

I was having my usual evening stroll when she passed me. Ella, i said her name. it felt so good in my mouth.

She was wearing a black sweat pant and a hoodie, her red hair was in a pony tail. Damn it, everything about her is just so damn perfect. Her green eyes, her curves, her long red hair, i even started having wet dreams about her almost every night ever since i found out she was my mate, i need to get myself together.

Bullying her used to be fun, i always thought she was a cute little girl but this little cute girl kept getting prettier every single day.

Am sure Kristen feels insecure, she is a beauty but she won't be able to hold a candle next to Ella. Am sure this is one of the many reasons that fuels her anger and hate for Ella. Every guy at school talks about her and this makes my blood boil.

I have even secretly warned a good amount of guys to stay away from her. They think am asking because we consider her a murderer but they don't know its to protect my mate from preying eyes and since am going to be the alpha they obeyed.

I stopped bullying her when i turned 16, most wolves get their mates when they turn 17 but i found mine early. I can never forget that day after i shifted i went for a run i was so exhausted i came back home and slept without interruption.

When i woke up in the morning and was about to take my usual early morning stroll i was hit with the sweetest scent ever. It was a mixture of honey and cherry it was so pleasant to my nose then my wolf who just introduced himself to me the previous night as Leo started jumping up and down screaming mate.

I followed the scent and it led me to the kitchen were i saw Ella swaying her hips left and right seductively. Singing and dancing. She was busy cooking and dancing she didn't even notice me. I couldn't believe it she was mine, it took all of my self control not to go to her and mark her then and they.

I didn't want to scare her she was just 15 at the time and couldn't feel the mate pull. i had to calm my wolf and ever since then we have been looking for one stupid excuse or the other to get close to her.

In school is were i feel the closest to her, she seats next to me but doesn't talk to me because of Laurette my girlfriend and best friend's sister. she sits at my left while Laurette sits at my right, Ella barely talks to me and if i should ask her a question she keeps her replies short and simple.

I have thought of ways to get her to talk to me but none has come to mind. I even apologized to her about how i have been behaving and asked her if we could be friends. It hurts me to know that all she sees me as is her bully and Alpha.

I followed her to the river side and just watched her from afar, it's a good thing she hasn't shifted yet she would have caught me creeping around her. My wolf couldn't handle it anymore he needed closure so i went closer, inhaled her scent and asked her if she was enjoying the view.

She was startled, she gave me a scared look as if that was not enough she adjusted from her sitting position when i sat next to her as if trying to give me space.

They was an awkward silence between us for a while. I wanted to say something but i was scared i would ruin the moment so i just sat they and watched the stars with her allowing the sound of the river to calm my racing heart. Suddenly she stood up and said she had to return to go do her chores.

The way she addressed me felt like an arrow was been was being pulled out from my chest.

Alpha, that was all she saw me as and it hurt, i wanted her love and affection i wanted her to call my name with tenderness, i wanted more but she was scared of me. I couldn't say anything i just watched her leave i sighed, i needed her badly. i have been waiting for a while and am not sure how long i can hold it in anymore.

Am just going to wait till she is 17 that should be in a few months maybe when she gets her wolf and feels the mate bond things will be different. But my parents will never accept her, my mom might end up killing her.

This is the reason am dating Laurette, she hasn't found her mate yet. Mom thinks my mate is in a different park and is planing a party for me so i can find my mate. and if i still don't find her i will have to pick a chosen mate.

Mom thinks i should mark Laurette if i don't find my mate, she isn't a fan of true mate and i wonder why, she and my dad are the perfect match though my dad has two mistress. He really loves my mom and the mistress knows their place.

I don't like Lauretta, I try my best to avoid her, she keeps throwing her self at me but i haven't touched her yet all we do is make out. My wolf doesn't even enjoy it, each time i see Ella with other male my blood boils especially her friends.

What's with those guys? Why are they always around her like her shadow. It pisses me off but i just have to keep my cool since they make her happy, i will play along until she realizes we are mates. I just hope she doesn't reject me.