I don't know why I'm awake but I know I shouldn't be. I'm supposed to be dead or injured but save for my aching wrists and neck,I'm fine. "Oh honey, I'm so relieved you're awake" an old familiar voice called worriedly. I didn't remember who it was at that point and so I panicked. "Please stay away from me" I said slowly,wincing at the pain that shot up my head when I sat up. The events replayed in my head and I started to hyperventilate,a panic attack seizing me immediately. "Oh s**t she's having a panic attack!" I heard the voice say. "Prima please calm down and focus on your breathing. It's me Meredith and I'm your only friend here" she said soothingly,making me calm down slowly. "M- Meredith?" I said slowly,trying to get my eyes to adjust to the light around me. A bleary look