Summer
I didn’t sleep at all last night and it showed on my face. I tried to hide the bags with make up but soon gave up. f**k it. Maybe it will make him think I was upset over him being arrested and he would go easy on me and give me what I need and want. Looking at myself in the mirror, I felt disgusted.
I dressed up for him. I was wearing my tan wedges and a white sundress that had black flowers on it. The straps went to the side of my shoulder and it was fitted right over my little baby bump and flared out to my mid thigh. Why was I dressing up? Because Ray convinced me.
She said, as much as I hate it, that if I were to dress up for him, maybe things would go my way, maybe things will be easier with him thinking I was there for him. I disagreed with her, but she won. She only won be
