31. If you want it, it's yours
I felt really broken when I heard about that Laura girl from John. Was I that easily replaceable? Going up the stairs to my room I was completely in my own world. I wondered if Keith felt anything for me anymore? Is it possible to forget about someone that quick even tho mate bond tells you to keep fighting for your destiny? I wondered if I should even try to change his mind, let's face it he is a rational guy, an responsible Alpha. If he chose that girl it's perhaps because she is something special. I know that jealousy and heartbreak after letting him go would probably take the best of me, leaving only the shell of a woman I was supposed to be, but maybe if I'm lucky just like Keith is I could find another love. Someone to live for. A relationship I won't screw up at the very beginning
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