CLEV POV Hard. It's so hard. After the day that I leave my love Kenji, everything got really hard. Media are following me everywhere I go. Questioning me and the 'perfect' relationship we used to have. I don't know what I'm going to say to the media. I want to speak for myself. I want to tell them that 'Our relationship is never been perfect, just like how you thought' Those are the words I want to tell you. I live with Raizen after what happened after I leave Kenji. Kenji and I are still married because we still didn't file a divorce but I'm actually planning to file. I think Kenji's life is really great now, with Ysabelle, his love. I think about them and I started crying, again. Can you blame me for crying because my husband is happy with someone else? Just seeing news or pictur

