Lilliana's POV: I want to stop punishing myself, i never wanted to hurt anyone by doing what i did. I turned on my side and watched him as he slept, he looked so at peace. All i thought at this moment is 'this beautiful and admirable man is in love with me and i do nothing but hurt him over and over again.' I love him but i don't know how to accept him, how to accept the love he is willing to give me, how to accept that i have moved on from Nick. 'We accept the love we think we deserve' i thought about this lots of times not knowing if it is love in general that i think i don't deserve or his love. I moved closer to him, i moved my hand to his face and swept a stray of his beautiful honey brown hair off his face. I ran my fingers over his stubbled chin, he was perfect. Too perfect fo

