I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss.
Even the next morning, I could still feel it.
Not literally.
But somehow, my lips remembered.
I caught myself smiling while brushing my teeth and immediately frowned at my reflection.
“Seriously, Ariana?”
I had spent years teaching myself not to get carried away.
And one date with Daniel had already managed to make me feel like a teenager with a ridiculous crush.
Except this wasn't a crush.
At least, it didn't feel like one.
There was something about Daniel that unsettled me.
Something about the way he looked at me.
The way he listened.
The way his hand had rested against my waist.
I could still remember the warmth of it.
And when I remembered the second kiss, my stomach tightened.
I quickly looked away from the mirror.
I needed to stop.
But apparently, my body hadn't received the message.
At work, I was distracted.
Every time the elevator doors opened, I looked up.
Every time I heard footsteps approaching my desk, my heart jumped.
And when Daniel finally appeared, I knew immediately that I was in trouble.
He stopped beside my desk.
“Good morning.”
I looked up.
“Good morning.”
His eyes lingered on mine.
“Did you sleep well?”
“Yes.”
“Good.”
A pause.
Then his mouth curved.
“You're blushing.”
“I am not.”
“You are.”
I lowered my eyes.
“You're enjoying this too much.”
“Maybe.”
He walked away before I could respond.
I watched him go.
Then someone cleared her throat beside me.
I looked up.
One of my colleagues was standing there, watching me.
“What?”
She smiled knowingly.
“Nothing.”
“Why are you smiling?”
“Because you look happy.”
I immediately became defensive.
“I am always happy.”
“No, you're not.”
I stared at her.
She laughed.
“Relax. It's a good thing.”
Then she walked away.
I looked toward Daniel's office.
The door was open.
He was talking to someone.
A woman.
She was beautiful.
Tall.
Elegant.
Confident.
The kind of woman who walked into a room and seemed to own it without trying.
She leaned slightly toward Daniel as she spoke.
He smiled.
Something uncomfortable twisted inside me.
I looked away.
Why did I care?
Daniel and I weren't together.
We had gone on one date.
One.
And yet, watching another woman laugh with him made something ugly crawl through my chest.
Jealousy.
I hated the word.
I hated even more that I recognized the feeling.
I tried to focus on my work.
But my eyes kept drifting toward his office.
The woman touched his arm.
My stomach tightened.
Ridiculous.
Absolutely ridiculous.
I had no right to feel jealous.
I barely knew him.
Still, when she finally left his office and walked past my desk, she gave me a brief look.
Not rude.
Just curious.
I lowered my eyes.
A few minutes later, Daniel appeared.
“Are you okay?”
“I'm fine.”
He studied me.
“You're quiet again.”
“I have work.”
“You always have work.”
“That's because I'm your secretary.”
He smiled.
“Is that the only reason?”
I looked at him.
He was teasing me.
But I couldn't stop myself.
“Who was she?”
His eyebrows lifted.
“Who?”
“The woman in your office.”
He smiled slowly.
“Are you asking because you're curious?”
“Yes.”
“Or jealous?”
My cheeks burned.
“I wasn't jealous.”
“I didn't say you were.”
“You implied it.”
He leaned against my desk.
“And if you were?”
I looked away.
“I don't know.”
His voice softened.
“You don't have to be jealous.”
I looked back at him.
“Why?”
“Because she doesn't matter.”
Something inside me relaxed.
I hated that it did.
“Who is she?”
“An old friend.”
“Oh.”
He smiled.
“That's all?”
“What else do you want me to say?”
“The truth.”
“I just did.”
His gaze held mine.
Then he lowered his voice.
“You're cute when you're jealous.”
“I am not jealous.”
“You're doing it again.”
“Doing what?”
“Lying.”
I tried not to smile.
Failed.
He laughed softly.
Then his eyes dropped briefly to my lips.
The laughter disappeared.
The atmosphere changed.
Suddenly, I was aware of everything.
His proximity.
His scent.
The way his fingers rested against the edge of my desk.
The silence.
I swallowed.
He noticed.
Of course he did.
“Tonight,” he said quietly.
I looked at him.
“Tonight what?”
“Come over.”
My heart skipped.
“To your place?”
He nodded.
“For dinner.”
I hesitated.
He watched me carefully.
“You don't have to.”
I knew that.
And maybe that's why I wanted to.
“I'll come.”
His eyes darkened slightly.
“Okay.”
He walked away.
I sat there, staring after him.
I knew I was playing with something dangerous.
But I wanted to.
---
That evening, I stood outside Daniel's apartment with my heart pounding.
He opened the door almost immediately.
“You came.”
I smiled.
“You invited me.”
“I wasn't sure you'd accept.”
“Why?”
“Because you're cautious.”
I stepped inside.
“Maybe I'm getting tired of being cautious.”
He closed the door.
For a moment, neither of us moved.
The room was dimly lit.
Warm.
Quiet.
Nothing like the office.
Daniel looked different here.
Less controlled.
More relaxed.
He walked toward me.
“You look beautiful.”
“Thank you.”
His eyes stayed on mine.
“You're nervous.”
“A little.”
“Why?”
I laughed softly.
“Because I'm alone in your apartment.”
He smiled.
“You're safe.”
“I know.”
He came closer.
His fingers brushed mine.
The contact was barely there.
Yet my pulse immediately quickened.
He took my hand.
Slowly.
Then pulled me closer.
I could feel the warmth of his body.
His eyes searched mine.
“Still nervous?”
I shook my head.
“No.”
His thumb moved gently across my hand.
“Good.”
He leaned closer.
Our lips met.
This kiss wasn't like the first one.
There was no uncertainty.
No hesitation.
I wrapped my arms around his neck.
He pulled me closer, and a shiver moved through me.
I kissed him back.
More confidently this time.
Wanting.
Curious.
Hungry for the feeling I'd been denying myself.
When we finally separated, my breathing was unsteady.
Daniel rested his forehead against mine.
“You have no idea what you do to me.”
My heart raced.
“What do I do?”
His eyes moved over my face.
“You make it difficult to behave.”
I smiled.
“Maybe I don't want you to behave.”
His expression changed.
Something darker flickered in his eyes.
Desire.
Pure and unmistakable.
He kissed me again.
His hand settled at my waist, drawing me closer.
I felt the heat between us and closed my eyes.
For a moment, I forgot everything.
Ethan.
The heartbreak.
The fear.
The promises I'd made to myself.
There was only this.
Daniel.
His hands.
His lips.
The dizzying realization that I wanted more.
But just as the moment began to carry us somewhere neither of us had planned, Daniel stopped.
He looked at me.
“Are you sure?”
I nodded.
Then hesitated.
“I don't know what I'm doing.”
“Neither do I.”
That made me laugh.
He smiled.
“We don't have to rush.”
I looked at him.
Part of me was relieved.
Another part of me wanted to close the distance again.
I touched his face.
“I'm not ready to fall in love.”
His expression softened.
“Then don't.”
“And you?”
“I won't ask you for anything you're not ready to give.”
I believed him.
Or maybe I wanted to.
He kissed my forehead.
And somehow, that gentle gesture affected me more than everything else.
I rested against him.
For the first time, I understood that desire didn't always have to end in something permanent.
Sometimes it could simply be a moment.
A touch.
A kiss.
A feeling.
But as I lay awake later that night, staring at the ceiling, one thought wouldn't leave me.
The woman from his office.
The way she'd looked at me.
The way she'd touched his arm.
And suddenly, I wondered whether I was the only woman Daniel was making promises to.
I didn't know why the thought frightened me.
Maybe because I was beginning to care.
And caring had always been where everything went wrong.