~ 14 days until the ceremony ~
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It's been four days. Four long days. Days that feel more like years. How can four days feel like an eternity?
These last four days have been rough. I barely eat, even when Mum has my favorites made. I can't sleep for sh.it. No matter how hard I try, I always end up just lying awake until the sun rises. I feel like a zombie on autopilot.
I wonder if I feel this way because of the spells Lennon had me under. Or is it just that she's gone? If she was really my mate, it would make sense, right?
Whatever the case may be, I need to get it together. Lennon left. I told her to go, and I told her when we saw each other again it would be because I was there to kill her. I have no reason to be upset that she ac
