I stood on the stage still as Ivor slowly walked down the steps. He was letting me have my moment, letting the people have their moment. The cheers went on and on for what felt like an hour, but I'm sure it was only a few minutes. I was trying to appear calm and happy. I should be, but... something is gnawing at me. The lost memories and clear block in my psyche. I know it's there. I can feel it. I'm not connecting fully, and I don't understand why. How is that even possible? Something tells me it's something I should keep to myself though. I took a step forward to address my people. They realized my intention and slowly started to quiet down. My voice boomed when I spoke, like it was meant to reach all their ears. "Thank you all so much for your kindness and support! I know that I hav

