~ 5 days until the ceremony ~
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Twelve days. Fourteen hours. Eighteen minutes. And twenty-three seconds.
I've been counting down the seconds. Clearly. I fu.cking hate it, but I can't help it. I don't even mean to do it, but... I just... know. I think of Lennon and just know exactly how long it's been since I last saw her face.
An image of Lennon smiling flashed across my mind. I shook my head, trying to rid my thoughts of that little blonde creature. It drives me fu.cking mad that I can't seem to stop thinking about her.
She fills my fu.cking head every single second of every single day. I wake up thinking about her. I spend all day trying not to think about her. I go to sleep thinking about her. I dream about her. Her laughter haun
