~ Twelve hours before the ceremony ~ ****************************************************** I was told that my day would be filled with pampering until my ceremony. The goal is to keep me calm and relaxed all day before the celebration. A nice soak in the hot springs in the morning, followed by a massage, facial, and whatever the f***k else they have planned. It reminds me of my model days. I used to get pampered like that on a daily basis. It feels like it was so long ago now. In reality, it was less than four months ago. I guess coming here and being with Lenny... changed me. Or maybe it just helped me get back to the person I was. Nonetheless, I was looking forward to relaxing. I've been so wound up lately. I hoped that whatever spa treatment the Fae realm had in store for me, woul

