I teleported home after Lydia's threat. I didn't even bother with a reply, other than thanking her. I have a lot to think about and nowhere to begin.
I went straight to my room, thankful that no one was there waiting for me. I sat on the sofa in the dark. Leaning my head back, I thought about everything that I learned today, everything that I've learned these past few days.
Lenny... she was exactly who I knew her to be. Selfless, kind, caring, compassionate, strong. She was already so fragile when I met her. All I did was build her up and... crush her to pieces.
How am I supposed to live with myself after this? How does Lenny forgive me after all of this?
I don't even know if Lenny is okay right now. She could be suffering. Someone could have kidnapped her. And I have no fu.cking clues
