How did I end up here? Was I planning to come here? Did my body come here on its own? Was it a spell that drew me here? I sighed as I stared at Lenny's closed door. I know I told her earlier that I would be coming here tonight to sleep next to her and feed her, but... I didn't even feel like myself at the time. I had a whole voice inside my head that practically admitted to taking over. I didn't think I owed Lenny anything. Plus, everything else that has happened since I last saw Lenny... Leif and Flora's words are still weighing heavy on me. At some point, my need to be near Lenny was almost so overwhelming that I thought I would be sick. Then Tiara and her bullsh.it. On my walk here, I thought about everything Flora and Tiara said. Then I thought about mine and Tiara's actions over t

