~ A few days later ~
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I haven't been able to patch things up with Lenny, and I obviously haven't tried that much. I check on her constantly, but I have no idea what to say. Those last words I heard from Lenny's lips have been haunting me.
I wish I had never met you.
I feel like all the light has been stripped from my life. Everything is so dull and depressing. I can't sleep or eat. I'm lost and broken and confused without Lenny's light.
I don't know if that means her spell is affecting me, or if I really fell in love for the first time in my life. I'm starting to feel like I will never know the truth. I might give in to my feelings before finding out. Part of me doesn't even care that Lenny is tricking me, as long as I can have
