JACOB

Chapter 20| Present

JACOB

I have been running in my wolf form for five days, so far. I'm somewhere in Southeast Canada. I needed a vacation, some time to myself and to cut off from people just for a couple of days. I ran in my wolf form over the side of the Canadian border for a while, Noah and Kendrick took care of things while was gone.

I have anger management issues, at least that's what my mother says. When I run, it helps keep my wolf's temper at bay. Keeps him relaxed and in check. Especially with me in Scarlett's life, I don't want to put her in any danger, so I have to be crucial on maintaining him.

At the mall, I got so angry when that bastard touch Scarlett. When Kai DeLaurenti touched what's mine like it was his, I wanted to crack his skull open on the floor. When I found out what the little f**k was doing to Scarlett, how he was hurting her—how he was treating her, I wanted to kill him. I should have—I would have. God knows it wouldn't be the first time I killed for her, erase someone I didn't approve of out of her life. Just as I was about to do it, my mother stopped me, and convinced me it wasn't right. She didn't want me to be the Alpha my father was, and I understood why. He was a ruthless man, that stood for nothing.

Growing up I watched my father closely as he worked on the family business and the pack, because one day I was to take his take his place.

By following him, I have witnessed him kill an entire vampire coven. He did it to just to show me how an Alpha should kill. Watching him murder all those vampires, was f*****g traumatizing. It's not like werewolves are best friends with vampire, but for f**k sakes, I was ten f*****g years old and he had absolutely no valid reason for killing them; as far as I knew they were innocent. I was optimistic about being Alpha until I saw what he expected me to do. After that, for a while, nightmares started to kick in and I lost all interest in becoming Alpha. When I turned fifteen—it was time for my training, I told him I didn't want to be Alpha anymore and he can give it to my younger brother Kendrick. He beat the leaving s**t out of me until I complied with my training. He made me do crap that I'm not proud of. My father made killing something that I can do effortlessly, and it pisses me off. I don't like to kill, but it's become something I'm accustomed to, something I know how to do perfectly. What body part to can cut into so the person is instantly dead without any spilled blood, or how much pressure you have put on a person's skull to watch their brains spill out. And to be honest, it feels f*****g awesome to kill.

I don't usually have a problem with killing, I just don't want to feel like I have to do it just for fun like some psycho-killer. If I kill today, it's because that being deserved it.

I ran back to the American border, and back to my packs territory. I had plans to meet Kendrick at my cabin lodge. It was night time but spotted him standing there with a pair of pants and a Corona. I shifted out of my wolf and walked to him.

He handed me pants and I grabbed it from him and put it on.

"What's new?" I asked him, walking up the steps of the cabin's porch. It is a cabin mansion that look amazing in the winter.

"Hello to you too, how was your day? Mine is going great thanks for asking." He said sarcastically.

With my hand on the door handle I said, "Alright Kenny, how was your day?"

"I found out Katie's got herself a little boyfriend."

"She knows she isn't supposed to be dating." I said opening the door and entering. I need a shower, shave, and some real food; lake water and deer isn't going to cut it right now.

"It's Patrick's kid."

"Patrick's kid?" I say surprised. Patrick was in the pack's counsel, Kendrick held a grudge over him. I didn't know why, and I couldn't care why. I am familiar with his son though, he was in my training class that I taught. If I can recall his name is Kevin.

"Yeah, the kid is a f*****g douche."

"Where is he?"

"He's in lock-up."

"Why?"

"He had the audacity to try and fight me."

"Where's Scarlett?"

"Right now? She's out at some restaurant with her friends. "

"Alright you locked up Patrick's kid? Are they mates?"

"Maybe I don't know."

"How could you not know?"

"When I was punching the living crap out of him, I didn't have the chance to ask him." He said finishing his bottle of Corona.

Scarlett needs Katie right now, especially because I pulled back her protection. If Katie's mate was taken away from her, she must be upset right now, and if Katie's upset she isn't talking to Scarlett. And I need Katie with Scarlett when I'm not available.

"Let him go." I said walking to the kitchen, I opened the refrigerator and took out a bottle of water. I opened it and chugged it down.

"And why would I do that?"

"I need her to be with Scarlett, instead she's probably crying over her boyfriend."

I threw away the now empty bottle and grabbed an apple, I bit into it and walked out of the kitchen. I walked up the stairs to the bathroom.

"I'll let the boys know." He said from below the steps.

"What else do you think I should know about?" I asked looking down at him.

"There's a shareholder's meeting in the morning."

"Alright I'll see you in a couple of hours."

"Where are you going?"

"To take a f*****g shower, I smell like dried up deer blood and grass." I say entering the bathroom.

Two days later...

I was watching a football game in my new place when my phone rung. It was Rose. Rose is beautiful black human girl that I met a couple of months ago at a bar. She has an amazing body and is great in bed, but she's f*****g crazy. I like crazy sometimes, I can admit that but she is just straight up f*****g delusional. We were not dating—we were just f*****g but she could not get it through f*****g brain. When she found out I was sleeping with someone else besides her, she went to the girls house and fought her, and believe me I was flattered but I didn't want what she wanted. I could not give her what she needed from me because I did not want it with her. So I stopped returning her calls.

I ignored her phone call and pushed my phone back in my pocket, but of course she rang again. I ignored her phone call again.

"Man, just answer it, maybe you'll get p***y tonight." Noah said chuckling.

I shook my head and answered the phone, "What do you want Rose?"

"Jacob." She said crying.

"What's wrong?" I said sitting up.

"Can you come over?"

"Rose tell me what's wrong."

"Jacob," she sobbed "Can you just come-- I need you—and I don't know what to do. I'm just so scared Jacob. Can you please come over?" She cried.

I sighed annoyed. "Alright, sit tight I'm on my way." I said hanging up.

"Maybe she's high, you know girls get freaky when they're high."

"I'm not going to sleep with her." I said getting up. "I'm going to go check up on her and see what's up."

"Alright man."

"Lock up when you leave." I said walking away. I walked to my garage and got into one of my cars and drove out. I drove to her house. I have no feelings for Rose, but I'm not heartless. So I want to make sure she is okay, the least I could do, I imagine I broke her heart when I don't call back.

When I got to her house, I parked on the side walk and went up to her porch. The lights were off inside the house. I knocked on the door, "Rose!" I call out.

I knock again, "Rose it's me Jacob, open the door!"

No answer. I twisted the door knob and it was unlocked. I opened the door slowly. I entered into her house, I went to the stairs. "Rose!" I shouted. I used my heightened hearing to hear her respond, I heard her breathing and soft music playing. I walk up the stairs and to her room. I opened her door and entered, I saw her laying on her bed with a red lace lingerie on. Candles were lit and rose petals were sprawled out all on her bed. "Hey baby." She said smiling.

"Rose." I said agitated.

"Jacob." She said.

"Why did you call me?."

"I missed you." She said getting up off her bed and walked close to me. She put her hands on the side of my face.

"Rose stop." I said jerking my head back.

"Don't you miss me?"

"No, I really don't."

"Then why did you come over?"

"Because you called me crying and I actually felt sorry for you."

"We both know why you really came." She said smiling.

I scoffed.

"Don't act like you don't want me, like you don't want this. I know you miss coming in my ass." She said pulling my shirt, playing with the hem of it, she began to unbutton it.

I threw her hands back, "I didn't come here to have s*x with you Rose." I said turning around.

"Okay fine, but look what I'm wearing. Just for you." She said twirling around.

"I'm leaving." I said turning around.

She grabbed my wrist in attempt to halt me. "Wait Jacob don't go, my boyfriend broke up with me and I'm lonely."

"Call one of your friends." I said pulling my hand away from her grasp.

"Wait Jacob. Don't go please."

I sighed and shook my head, "I'm not going to sleep with you."

"Okay fine, just give me 45 minutes of your time please."

I stopped in my tracks. She came in front of me, "I really missed you."

"I get it Rose. But understand this, I did not miss you." I said walking away. She walked behind me as I went down the her stairs.

"Jacob." She tried. I walked out the door onto her porch.

"Wait Jake please." She said putting her hands on my shoulders.

"Rose stop."

"Just come back inside, don't go. Just give me forty-five minutes please." She said coming in front of me.

"You already wasted my f*****g time."

"Okay fine," she said putting her hands on my on my chest, she slid it down and to unbuckle my belt, "f**k me out here then."

"I'm not going to touch you." I said taking her hands off my pants.

"Okay just let me give you a blow job." She said putting her hand back on me.

"ROSE" I snapped pushing her away.

She flinched staying still, she pouted. "I miss you Jacob."

"Get back in your house."

"But Ja-"

"Get back in your house!"

She whimpered and turned around and stood in her door way.

"Close the door and don't call me again. If it's an emergency call 911."

"Can you come in first?"

"Rose what did I say? Tell me what I just said."

"You told me to close the door and don't call you unless it's an emergency."

I walked up to her, I put my hand around her neck and squeezed it choking her. "I said close the door and don't call me at ALL even if it is an emergency. Repeat it." I said through gritted teeth.

"Don't call you at all, even if it's emergency."

"Good girl."

"Will you call me?" she said tears started to fall from her eyes.

"Maybe." I said releasing her and turning my back to walk away. Crazy b***h. Why are the sexy ones so f*****g crazy.

* * *

She was sleeping on her stomach and had her body sprawled out on me, her thigh on my growing erection. She is so beautiful and sexy; her brown skin is so soft. The way my sheets clung to her naked curvy body. f**k she makes me so hard. It's taking everything in me to not wake her up and make her c*m on my fingers again. Her faint loud moaning still ringed in my ears. The way she called for me when made he p***y cry. I possessed her.

She is mine.

Scarlett

I woke up naked in an Jacob-less bed. It's dark, but I can tell he isn't next to me; the warmth of his body is gone. He isn't next to me where he was last night after our—when he did those things to me. Those nasty things. It felt so good. It felt amazing. It wasn't s*x at least not completely. I sat on his face as he ate me and stuck his tongue inside my tight hole.

FLASHBACK-

He lifted my head and bent down to kiss me. He came down on his knees in front of me and laid me down on the plush carpeted floor and opened my legs and came in between them, he kissed me again. He sucked on my bottom lip making it swollen, and stuck his hands underneath my back to unclip my bra, and arched my back for him. I wrapped my legs around his torso and pulled him closer to me, his d**k was now pressed against my panties. I let out a muffled moan, feeling how wet I was, imagining his hard d**k actually entering me.

Jacob took my bra off and tossed it somewhere, I didn't know where— didn't care. He kissed my chest and took my n*****s in between his fingers and squeezed it. I put my fingers through his hair and moaned his name.

He put his mouth on my left n****e and bit it harshly. I gasped and pressed myself more on his bare c**k.

He tugged my n****e, licking it then releasing it to the cool air to become hard. He gave my right the same treatment. He bent down and kissed my belly and spread my legs wider, raising one above my head, keeping it there with one of his hands. He went down between my legs and kiss the inner of my thighs. My breathing shallowed as I look down at what he was about to do to me.

He slides my panties to the side and slowly slide his finger in me. I moaned softly and arched my back, I licked my lips.

Jacob slowly fingered me and gazed at me with a smirk. f**k, he is so sexy.

"Jacob... ahh... yes... mmm."

"You like that my finger is in your pretty little cunt."

"Ahh, yes!" I whined.

"Say my name." He grumbled pushing his index finger and his middle finger in me.

"Jacob..." I moaned.

"I love it when you say my name like that baby. f**k you're dripping." He says.

I roll my eyes and gripped the carpet under me.

"You dooo this... to me. It feels so good." I say spreading my legs wider if it was even possible. I'm super flexible so you can imagine how wide my legs are.

"Say my name again Scar." He grunts curling his fingers in me.

"Jacob! Please." I bit my tongue. He takes his fingers out of me and rubs his thumb between my lips.

"It's so soft and pretty, you p***y is pretty Scarlett."

"You're teasing me, I wouldn't do that... to you." I whined. He was playing with my p***y teasing it with his thumb, making my thighs quiver. Making me so receptive to his touch.

"You didn't finish me, I'm still hard as ever baby."

"You didn't let me."

"I want your c*m in me."

"Sit on my face Scarlett." He said putting my leg down.

"Sit on your face?" I asked staggeringly.

"Sit your p***y on my face."

"Okay."

He laid on the floor, his c**k still sprung. I go over him and on top of his face, not sure on what to do. He put his hand under and over my thigh keeping me steady above his mouth. I held on to the couch. Jacob pulled me down and started to eat me. Slowly and softly. I felt misplaced but then his tongue entered me my whole and I didn't want to move. My thigh quivered and my p***y throbbed.

My fingers dug into the material of the couch and I screamed.

I can't believe he's under me like this. "How are... you doing that?" I cried. "f**k JACOB. Yes! Oh my goodness! Jacob! Jacob! Jacob!" I screamed. His tongue was everywhere, he stuck his finger in my butt hole and I squirmed . "Oh"

I felt so... stimulated. He feels so good under me. I push my face into the couch and muffled my loud plead. I grind on his face. He pushes me up and sits up himself. He lifts my body and place me on the couch. "Turn around."

I did as he said and turned.

"Bend over."

And again, I obeyed.

I face was against the couch seat and my ass was in the air. He spreads my ass cheeks and kiss my p***y. "Stay like that." He ordered.

I nodded my head. I felt his presence fade, he took a minute or two and came back. I did not look back though, I wanted the anticipation that he provided.

I then heard a buzzing noise.

Flashback back over~

I shivered just thinking about how he made my v****a feel, how he made my whole body feel. Oh gosh, I'm getting aroused just thinking about it. It was really extremely nice. Better than the first time.

I held the blanket close to my naked body as I reached over to the bed side to grab my phone from the counter. When I opened my phone, I squinted my eyes at the brightness and noticed it was five o' clock in the morning. I called Jacob, he answered almost immediately.

"Baby." He greeted panting.

"Where did you go," I groaned, "I need your warm body to hold my naked one." I whined laying down looking at the pitch-black ceiling.

He laughed, "I miss your beautiful body too love."

"It's not that beautiful." I said insecurely.

"It's perfect baby. Everything about your body is perfect, your big beautiful breast, your voluptuous thighs, you even taste perfect baby."

I blushed and giggled, "Don't say that."

"It's true, you should taste your p***y juices. One day make taste yourself."

"Jacob." I moaned. "You can't say things like that." I said squeeze my legs together.

"That pretty p***y misses me already, I guess I didn't wear her out enough last night. Just wait until I put my d**k inside her. I'll make her sore. I f**k her all night."

"Jacob." I gasp.

He gave a throaty laugh.

We stayed silent for a second, "Did I. . . drive you away from your bed? Did I make you can't sleep in your own bed?" I asked feeling guilty. I sat up.

"Scarlett there is a point where your insecurities begins to piss me off."

"I'm sorry. You're not here, what am I supposed to think?"

"I'll be back, go back to sleep." He suggested. I'm already wide awake, there is no going back now.

"Too late for that." I said getting off the bed still holding my blanket against my body. I went towards the window and drew open the curtains to let the half-risen sun shine in through the window.

"I hate that you're not sleeping because of me."

"Yeah? Well me too. You make me feel guilty, like I drove you away or something."

"I'm just on a run."

"You go on a run every morning?" I ask looking out at the trees. He had a forest in his back yard, just like my dad did. I could see my forest through my window. I remember getting excited when Jacob's wolf came and waited for me. I remember seeing him. I remember him never coming back.

"Yes Scarlett."

"I miss you, come back to me." I said staring pass every thing.

"I'm not that far love."

I leaned my head against the glass, the view of the woods are so pretty, it was just like the one I had at my dad house.

I stayed silent, tears started to fall out of my eyes and I don't know why. I don't say anything, because if I do Jacob will know I'm crying. I don't want him to see me cry, I don't want him to know that I'm crying.

"Scar?"

I hummed in answer.

"Don't cry baby I'm coming." He said. How does he know I'm crying?

"No, you don't have to come. It's not you—I was just thinking about something." I said sobbing.

"What's making you cry?" Jacob asked.

I just shrugged my shoulders. Jacob's figure came into view out of the woods, he was shirtless, he only had on basketball shorts and Black Adidas. I can't even be happy to look at his sexy body, I feel guilty if I do. I feel bad for enjoying him. He looked up at the window to me. I pressed my forehead against the window and gave him a dry a smile. I took the phone from my ear and tossed it on the bed.

I turned around and Jacob was in front of me. I was taken aback. How did he do that? He was just outside and now, he is here.

"How-"

"I said I was coming Scar, why are you crying?" He said with his hands cupping my face. His gaze was so hard.

I did not answer him, because I know if I do I'm just going to start crying again. I cry too much— I need to stop crying.

Instead of verbally replying I gave a emotionless shrug. "I don't feel like talking about it. So just please." I said pulling away.

"If me leaving really makes you sad, I won't go."

"I should take a shower and get ready for school." I say walking past him. He grabs my hand and halts me.

He puts his finger under my chin and lifts my head. "Why are you crying?"

"Because you make me happy and you make me feel good and he's still dead. Because you left me, you didn't want to stay with me." I said.

"Scarlett." He sighed.

"Don't say anything, please." I walk past him.

He took my wrist and my blanket fell to the ground.

"Fuck." I said bending down to the ground.

"Leave it there." He ordered.

I pulled my arm from his grasp, and grabbed the blanket from off the floor.

He pulled it from my grasp and through it across the bedroom, it landed on the couch.

I cover my naked breast, he stalked me back against a wall.

"I thought I told you was sorry. How much times you want me to apologize?" He asked. I shut my eyes and shrug my shoulders. His sweaty body was against my naked one.

He bended and took the back of my thighs in his grasp and l lifted me up. I immediately put my arms around his neck for support. My bare p***y was against his v-line.

"I don't know."

"What do you want me to do to make it up to you?"

"I don't know."

"Are you mad at me?"

"N-o" I said my forehead against his.

"Kiss me."

I oblige, I put my lips against his and kiss him passionately. Wrapping my arms around his neck. I know why he couldn't see me anymore, I get it. But it still I'm still not sure. I just don't want him to break my heart again. We release our kiss.

"I'm sorry about your dad, baby."

"I'm sorry too." I say softly.

He puts me down and I walk out of the bedroom and into the bathroom. As I turn to shut the bathroom door Jacob is in the bathroom with me. He has to stop doing!

"I don't like it when you're upset."

"Take a shower with me," is all I say. I step into the shower and Jacob takes off his shorts and his shoes, he gets in with me. He opens the shower head. "Is this good for you?" He asks.

"It's perfect." I say.

• • •

I followed him and walked into a room with a towel wrapped around my body, I opened the door and switched on the lights. "Jacob." I say in awe looking at the large closet filled with clothes. Women clothes. My clothes? I stood in the middle of the closet and held my towel tight. I was star struck by all off the designer clothes. "Why?" I said speechless. Assuming this is for me, this closet made my closet at home look like homeless people clothes.

"What do you mean, why?"

"Jacob this is... a lot." I say shaking my head.

"I already had this clothes for you, so I finally just had them fixed in a closet for you."

"You just knew I was going to be in your life."

"I assumed."

"You know my size?"

"Ofcourse."

"That's right you had me stalked. What else do you know about me?"

"I didn't have you stalked."

I held out my hand, "You had watch dogs on me-- following me. That's stalking."

He shrugged his shoulders, "I wanted you safe. I won't apologize for that."

I sighed, "Normal people don't do this Jacob."

"There is a lot not normal about me."

"You turn into a big dog, you're like executive to a secret organization, the people that are in it are freakishly loyal to you. I agree, you are not normal."

He let out a beautiful laugh that made my heart melt. "So I'm guessing you can't return these."

He shook his head, "Nope."

"I'm going to take it but only because you can't return them."

"Alright." He said taking my hand. He stared at me smiling.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

He put his hand on my cheek, "You're so beautiful."

I blushed. "You're way out of my league."

He shook his head and kissed me.

"Beautiful lips."

He grabbed my ass and pulling me against his body.

I bit my lips. He is he so f*****g gorgeous. "They're yours."

"You damn right." He said putting his mouth on my bottom lip to suck on it.

I moaned. I pulled away, "I need to put some clothes on."

"I prefer you without clothes."

I giggled.

I pulled away from him, "What do you think I should wear?" I said opening a draw filled with panties. I took one in my hand. It was white thong. "You want me to wear these?" I said holding it in my finger?

He took it from my hand and put it back in the drawer.

"Not to school."

"I'll wear these." I said taking out a black lace pantie.

He opened another drawer and took out the bra that matches it.

"You even got my bra size right." I said smiling.

"Take off your towel."

I slowly removed the beige towel and let it fall on the ground.

He eyed my body with a smirk. I blushed so hard.

He twirled his finger, motioned for me to turn around.

When I turned for him, he put the bra over my breast. I put my arms through the holes. He cupped my breast and fixed them in the cups and clipped on for me then turned me around. "They fit." I said.

"Put the panties on."

I put them on.

"You look so damn sexy... put you hands up against that wall." He ordered.

I did as he said.

He came up behind me, his hands on my waist and his face in the crook of my neck.

"Spread your legs."

As I spread my legs, my heart started to beat uncontrollably.

I'm so horny and he hasn't even touch it yet.

His hands went between my thighs and against my panties. He pressed his finger against my c**t and rubbed it.

I closed my eyes and moaned softly.

He slid my panties to the slide between my lips with his middle finger. I got moist.

"Jacob." I moaned curling my toes.

"Don't move unless I say so."

"O-Kay."

He pushed his finger deep in my hole and slowly finger f****d me.

My thighs quivered. I bit my lip.

Jacob curled his finger inside me and kissed my neck.

"Jacob." I whispered pushing against him.

"What did I say Scar?" He whispered in my ear.

"Stay still."

"You're not still." He said.

"Sorry."

"You want me to punish you?"

Punish me? How is he going to punish me? "Is it gonna feel good?"

He chuckled and slid his finger out of me and pinched my c**t. I gasped.

"Did that feel good?"

"Mhm." I nodded.

"Good." He said turning me around. He went down on his knees and lifted my thigh and put it over his shoulder.

This is going to be the best punishment ever.

He passed his finger on the bottom of my pantie.

I shut my eyes in anticipation.

"You make me so wet." I said under my breath.

He kissed me, then slowly stretched the bottom of the pantie and pulled it between my lips.

The one leg that was supporting me trembled. He hurt a little but it good.

Why can't he just f**k me already?