JACOB

Chapter 15| The Heat

I woke up draped in covers on a bed, I began to panic. I don't know where I am and my skin is hot, I feel weird like my heart is heavy and empty. I really miss him. At least I think I do-- I want him. Then I recall being with Jacob, this is most likely his room I got from under the covers and sat at the edge of the bed, I rubbed my eyes and opened the window next to the bed; looking outside.

My hair is messy and everywhere, I pushed it away from my face. Why the f**k am I so f*****g hot? s**t. Where the f**k is he? I suddenly felt aggravated as s**t? I'm honestly probably going through that heat s**t people keep saying, but I didn't think it would happen so soon. Jacob said it would happen in a couple of weeks. This is some real bull. Not to mention I'm wear jeans.

The sun was setting, I must have been really tired sleeping through most of the day, I guess I sort of feel better than I did this morning. I've been so tired lately, it's probably because of all the crying. I took my phone off the counter and check the time, it was 7. Where is Jacob anyway? I walked out of the room while calling Jacob; he didn't answer. I walked downstairs to the den, then the back. But the house looked empty, I hate staying in big houses all by myself. I tried calling Jacob again, still no answer.

I'm low key so f*****g horny.

My stomach growled, I walked to the kitchen and saw a take-out of food on the counter. It was take-out. How very generous. I hope it's mine because I'm going to eat it. All of it. I opened it looked really good, it was lobster pasta. I looked through the cabinets for a plate. I'm not exactly the tallest person I'm like 5'6so I had trouble getting it. "Why are the plates so damn high up?" I said.

"Maybe you're just too short." A voice said behind me, I immediately turned startled. I took the nearest thing next to me and threw it at the voice around me, "Who are you," I shouted.

"I'm not here to hurt you!" He said with his hands visible in the air.

I took a knife and wielded it, "Then don't come near me and tell me who you are."

"My name is Gregory, Alpha Jacob sent me to check up on you. Now put the knife down before you hurt yourself."

"You don't' know what I can do with a knife, you should be worried what I can do to you with it if you're a threat."

He walked slowly closer to me, "Scarlett put the knife down. Judging you frame you're not going not going hurt anyone but yourself.

"Get back."

"I really rather not have you hurt, that's my ass if you do." He said snatching the knife out of my hands.

"You son of a b***h, prove it."

"I have key, and if I wanted to hurt you, you wouldn't be conscious right now. But like I said I rather not have my ass handed to me by my Alpha who happens to be your mate.Besides I'm the one who bought you the food." He said grabbing a plate and handing it to me.

"Okay where is Jacob." I said taking the plate from his grasp.

"Let's just say he is handling a menace."

"Wow okay," I said grabbing a fork. I transferred the food onto the plate, "So what are you his apprentice or something?"

"Not exactly."

His little b***h.

I sat down on the island table and began to eat, "So are you going the watch me eat? I'm not going to choke today."

" I apologize I'll go."

"No you don't have to go, I just rather you talk to me instead of watching me like a weirdo. Seat down." I said.

"Okay," he said seating on in front of me.

"I have questions."

"Okay shoot."

"The first one is where did you buy this, it taste f*****g awesome. My taste buds are literally dancing."

He laughed, "Not close to here but on the way."

"Okay so, does he have a girlfriend."

"Who?"

"Jacob," I exclaimed.

He nervously chuckled scratching his head, "Is that supposed to be a trick question?"

"No it's not. Is he currently f*****g someone else?" I said making him nervous.

"I don't think so, even if he is I don't think it's my place to say anything."

"Hmm."

He must be Jacob's b***h, he seems scared of him. How scary can he be? s**t. I'm very skeptical about Jacob, I guess you can say I have trust and abandonment issues. I don't want to trust him; I'm scared to trust him. I just don't want my heart broken.

When I finished eating I cleaned after myself and Gregory went god knows where. I walked in the back yard by the pool and watched the sun go down. I felt arms snake around my waist and a kiss on my neck. I shook slightly. I turned around and kissed him put my arms around his neck. "Hi," I said biting my lip. I became so satisfied like weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

"How are you beautiful?"

"I missed you, where did you go?"

"Not too far," He said kissing me, "What are you doing out here?"

"Waiting for you."

"You want to get in."

"What the pool?"

"Yeah."

"I can't."

"Why not?"

"I can't swim."

"Hot tub then."

"Um okay but I have to wear my underwear I don't have a bathing suit."

"Alright cool let me just go change and get some towels" He said walking back inside.

I take off my pants and shirt and got inside of the hot tub, Jacob came in afterwards. I bit my lip as he pulled me on him and kissed me roughly. I moaned. "You are so beautiful." He said.

"Jacob you make it really hard for me to not want you." I said as he kissed the bruise on my neck that was by the way healing very fast. It made me horny every time he came in contact with it. "I want you too princess."

He started to give me hickeys all on my chest; I moaned.Even with all the hot water I could feel my p***y drip for him, he could just slide right in me. The hickeys that he gave me, I didn't care that I would have a hard time covering it up tomorrow. I wanted people to know I was his. "Jacob." I moaned. I repeatedly moaned his name. His hand was in my hair pulling my head back, while his other hand unclasped my bra taking it off of me. He took my breast in his mouth sucked on it sure to leave a bruise. His hands found it's way to my panties. "If you wanted everything off, you should've just asked." I said.

"I know, I just take it off so much better." He said ripping them off. I kissed him biting his lip. I felt his hard d**k under my bare pus$y. I smiled knowing that I made his d**k hard. I really just wanted him in me, he is making it really hard for me to stay a virgin. I thought about when his mouth was on my pus$y.

He held me down by my waist making me feel the pressure of his d**k; I moaned his name.

"Mine," he said with an possessively animalistic growl. I wasn't frightened.

"Yours." I said. I pulled his d**k out of his swimming trunks and stroked it.

"f**k Scar" He groaned rolling his eyes.

I smiled pridefully, I was pleasing my man just like he pleased me. His grip on my waist tightened showing how much he was enjoying my hand stroking his p***s. I stood up a little to put the tip between my lips, I let him enter me a little. It hurt but it the feeling of his d**k inside me sufficed it. I wanted him in me really bad, I wanted him to f**k me.

"Scarlett... we need to stop." He said me pulling me off of him.

"Why?"

"We can't do this Scarlett." He said getting out of the hot tub he put his d**k back out of sight. Did I do something nasty? Did I go too far? Do I disgust him? I couldn't have he's still so hard. I began to feel self-conscious and insecure as he walked away back into the house. What did I do?

I feel so stupid and dirty now like a cheap w***e, I bit my lip to stop myself from crying. I feel like s**t, I thought he said I was beautiful. Maybe I just misheard him when he said ugly. I got out and wrap the towel around my body, still trying to suppress the tears. Why am I so f*****g stupid? I grabbed my bra and my rip panties and walked inside I went into the one the bathroom downstairs, I opened the water from the shower head and stepped inside. I began to scrub myself with soap trying to wash the slut off of me. That's probably why he stopped me. Maybe he thinks I'm a slut. Why do I care anyway, what he thinks? I've never cared what a guy things of me, it shouldn't be different now.

I was 20 minute into taking a bath and someone knocked on the door. My heart started beating faster, "Give me a second I'm leaving." I said closing the water, drying myself and stepping out. I opened the door, I didn't look at him I pushed passed him with my what is left of my underwear in my hand. He stopped me by standing in front of me. "Are you mad at me?"

"No why would I be? I'm mad at myself for being so dumb. Well I am mad that you're an ass hole but I don't think naturally you can do anything about it." I said rolling my eyes.

"I'm warning you love, I do not tolerate disrespect from anyone." He said clinching his jaw. And I give a f**k.

"f**k you Jacob!" I said shoving past him.

"Scarlett don't walk away from me, talk to me." He said grabbing me by my arm.

"f*****g asshole, let go of me."

"Don't talk to me like that-"

"Oh yeah, what are you going to do about it, b***h?" I sad insulting him, turning my sadness into anger.

His hand connected with my throat, and he pushed me against the way.

"Scarlett, I have been holding back on you because you are mate and you are human, but don't for a second think you are above me. Do you understand me?" He said. Anger overruled the calmness in his eyes, I really made him mad. I didn't mean to, I'm just hurt myself. I can't believe I feel bad for making him upset, when I'm the one upset with him. His grip on my neck it wasn't tight; letting me know he didn't want to hurt me but he is mad.

I tried pulling his hand off me but he was so sturdy and strong. I nodded my head and he released me. "You are not leaving here mad at Scar." He said with determination.

"I'm not mad at you Jacob, I can't stay mad at you. I'm mad at myself. You were just acting on impulse and your impulse is that you didn't want me the way I wanted you. It's okay, I'm okay." I said obviously not being okay. But it wasn't his fault I'm the one who trusted and loved him so easily. I can't believe I just said I love him, well--- loved now.

"Don't say that Scarlett like you didn't feel how I touched you, like how my body responded to your touch." He said.

"Jacob then why did you stop me."

"I didn't want to take advantage of you. You were so prepared to go all the way-"

"And you did not want that?"

"I did and I still do, you are in heat right now it has a s****l influence on you, having s*x with is taking an advantage you. I had to stop myself before I really couldn't.you want to stay a virgin before all this and so you should and you are so still young. I want you more than anything, and I still do but I'm going to make it out my way to wait for you until you are ready. I waited 6 years I can wait couple more months. I just don't you to do something that you probably would regret."

"Why would I regret it? You love me, don't you?"

"Of course I do but I want you to be my wife and my forever but I want to do it when you are not in heat and when your feelings are clear. Do you understand?"

I nodded my head. This man really cares about me. He took me in his arms and hugged me. "Good." He said kissing my head.

• • •

"Are you coming up?" I asked.

"No I think it's probably best if you go to sleep for tonight." He said.

I pouted, he kissed me. After our altercation, we made up but Jacob specifically wanted it pg for now. I get it he wants me to wait. I'm still upset but I have to understand the fact that he is just trying to respect me in the best way possible. I still can kiss him, but I dread the day I turn 18. I'm so f*****g horny.

His arms where around my waist and I was standing on his shoes because he is so tall compared to me. He's at least 6'4We were making out and I really just wanted to jump on him. He placed his hands on my butt and squeezed it, kissing my neck.

I always feel some type of way when he does that. I giggled and snorted. "Oh my gosh, you see what you made me do?"

He laughed, "Its adorable that you snort,"

"What does this makes me to you?"

"It makes you mine."

"No Jacob, I mean seriously."

"Okay I see you want to be my little girlfriend."

"Don't say it like that-- like the title doesn't mean anything."

"It's just a title it doesn't mean anything to me. It holds no value. You're mine I'm yours everyone who needs to know that, knows it."

"Does your Alpha title mean anything to you?"

"That's different, I want you to be my wife--"

"And so before I choose whether or not I want to marry you we have to date first."

"Alright, if it means that much to you-- you're my little girlfriend."

"Jacob," I whined.

"Scarlett."

"I can't just be you're girlfriend you to ask me on a date. Don't treat me like a 10 dollar whore."

"Alright, Scarlett will you do me the honor of letting me taking you out to dinner tomorrow night."

"That's how you ask me to be yours, not f*****g and marking me in the woods and saying that's you own me. And so, I will go on a date with you tomorrow night."

"Great I'll pick you up at 8 o'clock." He said kissing me.