JACOB

Chapter 10| To Be With.

Scarlett P.O.V

I was still concern about Katie she wasn't answering my calls and it got me really worried. Did Kevin even go to apologize to her? I tried calling his phone but he didn't answer either. I took uber to her house to check up on her. When I got in it was a quite a lot of people here.

I saw a boy I recognized his name is Garret he was super cute like nerdy cute. Garett and I kissed yesterday another thing I wanted to talk to Katie about. I never had so many guys want me in a week(by so many I mean two). I'm not the school's arm candy or anything.

"Guess who," I said from behind him covering his eyes.

"I know your beautiful voice from anywhere. Scarlett." He turned around and hugged kissing me on my cheek.

"Why are you here?"

"This is were I spend my free time."

"Ah the girlfriend house."

"Precisely,"he said with a smile. "Want to get out of here."

"Garret I did not come here for you."

"Tsk- tell me you don't remember what happened yesterday."

"I remember I just don't know what to do about it."

"How about pursue it," he suggested. "Come on,"He took my hand and led me out of the crowd in the back of the house. "It's like a party in there."

"Okay why did you bring me out here."

He leaned and kiss me, "I really like kissing you." He said between kisses.

"I like kissing you too." I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pressed me against the wall. He put his hands under my shirt and on to my waist deepen the kiss. This boy was an amazing kisser. f**k! Would I be wrong if I said I'm getting really horny?

"Okay stop." I said pushing him off me and walking away. Remember why I came. While I walked away I didn't look back. Brushing my hands through my curly hair. I came here to find Katie and that is what I intend on doing.a

I walked to Katie's room it was dark, I opened the lights and saw two figures under the covers. Sweet Jesus please don't tell me she has a guy in her bed.

I walked closer and saw a wide awake Kevin and asleep Katlyn.

"Oh my f*****g gosh, what are you doing?" I whispered/yelled. "You know what don't tell me s**t. I wasn't here." I said to Kevin storming out. That's some weird s**t. And the crazy part is I'm not even mad at her I'm sort of happy. She could've chosen some one else to f**k but it chooses you. Considering he has a f*****g girlfriend she has enough on her plate when she wakes up.

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I went home and take a nice long hot bath. I was in my robe all night, Gracie and Ebony weren't here and so I had the whole apartment to myself so I took the liberty to get some work done. I shaved, washed my hair, and clean the the apartment. When I was done I watched movies and are ice cream all by my self.

My best friend is getting some, my roommates are most likely out getting some. Me? What am I getting? Nothing. No s*x not even a call from a boy. What the hell is wrong with me? It's a Friday night and I don't have anybody to spend it with. I guess that's my own fault. I like Garret but I don't know what about Henry. I suppose I do actually have a choice to make. I'll just choose neither of them, I hate being torn between two things or people. I'll just spend my Saturday nights alone until college rolls around.

I don't know much about s*x I don't even know how to initiate it. Actually I don't think I know the first thing about s*x. I haven't really done anything. I'm like a virgin baby. I f*****g suck. 16 years old no boyfriend and after tonight no social life.

Grace had a whole bunch of porn videos in here room. Yeah I know ungraceful. But she is down like that and crazy enough I still love her

I went to her room she literally had them laying around I took a CD. I walked to my bedroom door and locked it. I put it in the DVD player and took the remote then went under my blanket. I pressed play.

These people were experienced professionals.

I watched and 16 minutes in I got super horny, I wasn't wearing any underwear under my robe. So that made me even more excited. I wasn't relaxed anymore I was tightening my thighs feeling really excited down there. I currently was biting my lips hard. Wetness formed and I couldn't obtain it.

The guy in the film was f*****g the girl so hard. Squeezing and rubbing my thighs together feels my wetness slide down my thighs. I became so tempted to touch myself. I squeezed my breast and I opened my legs slowly and slipped a hand in and rubbed my p***y it was so sensitive and my n*****s were hard. I closed my eyes I sucked my finger and tasted myself and put it back on my pu$$y sliding my fingers through my lips. I moaned lowly swearing under my breath. It felt really good. I soon came to my senses and realize what I was currently doing. I immediately shut off the tv and rushed to the bathroom.

I went to the bathroom and wash my hands and put Grace DVD exactly where I found it.

•••

Next day

"Wake up sleepy head!" I felt some one ruffle my hair.

"Stop get out! Why are you in my room?" I said alarmed. Seeing Ebony sitting on my bed, I covered myself because I liked to sleep naked sometimes.

"Come it's nothing I haven't seen before." She said rolling her eyes.

"Get out of bed we are going shopping!"she said hitting me with a pillow. "Grace is making breakfast. Take a bath and get ready."

"Okay get out of my room."

"Alright my goodness." She said walking out.

I really didn't feel like getting up knowing Grace and Ebony they would probably throw cold water on me just to wake me up. It has happened before unfortunately.

I just sat at the edge of the bed slowly waking up, I just sat there for a good 5 minutes holding my blanket around me trying to keep my eyes open.

When I became fully awake, I took a long shower, taking my time to wash my tangled hair. I brushed my teeth and put on my clothes.

Towel in my hand drying my hair, "Now some one tell my why was I woken up so f*****g early."

"It's eleven o' clock." Grace said looking at her watch.

"That doesn't answer my questions."

"It's your birthday dummy, we planned the whole day--." Ebony said.

"Guys I told you I don't want to celebrate this year."

"Come on stop being a big whiny baby you are 17 for f***s sake! Let's go shopping let's get you your first fake ID, let's go to the club and let older men buy us drinks."

"I don't know you guys," I said. Taking my plate of food and sitting at the table.

"Come on."Grace asked.

"I guess it wouldn't hurt." I said taking a bite out of my bacon. I totally forgot today was my birthday. It isn't a holiday I like to celebrate, I just feel so remorseful like I'm a killer or something. I shouldn't even be allowed to celebrate my birthday. It's just a constant reminder of a death that I caused. A death that was all my fault. My mom should be here not me and it sucks the way she died. The thought of her being here today overwhelms me on the thought that my dad wouldn't have lost his sanity. How we could have been a family and I wouldn't have to grow up so quickly and fend for myself. Forcing myself to take on responsibilities that no teenager my age should have-- at least not now. "No alcohol though." I said.