Soulien

19

Feeling reluctant to do something, not to do it. Feeling terrible.

But why the hesitation?

I'm just gonna do what I think, because if I don't want to do it, I won't think about it in the first place.

I will take the step without overthinking, the mind always wins, and the heart is just a box full of some petty emotions that draw us so cruelly into the depths of misery.

I could lock this box with a key and throw it deep into the sea instead of me.

Every action has a reaction, and Sulein Parker's reaction is always profound and leaves an impact.

My reaction may be tough, but I swear they made me that way, I'm not bad, I'm just getting back my damaged feelings to date.

Recall the right of my teenage days to shed tears in silence at night so that no one would see my heart broken, and the triumph of weakness over me.

Because I'm not weak, I'll get back this compensation, before I take my right, and the right of my friends, somebody may be wronged, but whoever it is... He deserves a student who is close to the one who has broken through my strongholds without any thought.

I was shocked, I was broken, I felt helpless, I was overwhelmed, and anger surrounded me, and now my vengeance appeared.

Didn't I promise to come back and subdue you?

Smiling sideways lower my eyes at the group of sluts sitting on the curled benches in front of the giant tree.

Depraved like bacteria spread their depravity day by day, and no one can stop them, because humans, with their juicy thinking, think that all the so-called male is stronger than all the female offspring. So they remain silent, afraid to stand up to the most powerful beings with whom the world stands unhesitatingly, even if they are wrong.

A man can kill his wife to restore his honor, and the law will forgive him, while a woman is called insane, and imprisoned if she does the same, it's the same thing, but the genders are different.

Our society is racial, not just in classes, but your gender, male or female, so it will determine how to treat you, and then look at your social class so that we can take more comfort in distorting your personality.

It won't be long, as long as I am and there are people like me who keep anger infiltrating our bodies ceaselessly until the anger almost strangles us, we won't tolerate it, we will cry loudly, taking our rights instead of demanding it.

How can I claim my rights and they are my right? How can I wait for someone to give me my right, and I can take it on my own without hesitation, confidently and with a high head, because it is not my fault that they took away my right.

It's not my fault that they took away the most important thing in a man's life, the most important human right: his sense of security, his sense of freedom.

Males, damn them, walking the earth to corrupt it instead of fixing it, that's how the world, dark and killer of the soft s*x, as they say about us, became really funny.

They say we are the cursed side and the cause of their curse, and they melt into the hands of curses. They call us the most ugliest titles, they make fun of our feminine qualities, and they are the first reasons why they kneel under the female's feet to satisfy their desires.

They're contradictory, they're hypocrites, they're demons, yes. We are angels.

Have you ever seen a woman rape a man? It happened, but.

Psychologically interrupted her action, her questioning is also hesitant, we are scared and not flawed, these feelings are felt by everyone, the flaw is not to control them. "Saul, are you sure you really want to do this? I mean, of course they're worth it, and so is Lucas, but..." I turned my eyes with boredom interrupting my eyes as Jesse raised an eyebrow with indignation. "We're just gonna do it."

I told her decisively, turn my sight to the other girls, definitely shake my head and do the same. Blukas, the young, neatly stylisted black-haired and smiling gun eyes, stared at his cheeks in a wide smile. But he stopped and did the same with the rest of the students looking curiously at the floor where we stand, lying next to each other.

"One, two... three." Georgia shouted overly enthusiastically, we left the ropes, and the scrolls rolled, showing the group of scum at their worst.

The first post is stuck to Georgia: Justin's forcing our friend Jasmine into a relationship with him, or he'll post pictures of his ex-girlfriend Rose, who left him, all over the websites, and sprinkle some Photoshop on her to increase the flavor. But he ended up raping her in revenge for her friend to make her jealous. Of course they don't mention their names.

The second post I grabbed: a big picture of Justin dragging Gus into his empty house, drawing two falsely crossed red lines over his face. In the same line over his widely smiling picture in one of his television interviews is 'Rapist'.

The third leaflet is held by Bunny: Many pictures of ten boys smoking drugs, drinking all the fine kinds of alcohol while naked prostitutes wrapped around them, and we write in the same script as 'bastards'.

The fourth post is held by Jesse: many of their unethical conversations about girls' charms, and another proof that they make the list of girls most likely to enter a relationship each year.

Pamphlet 5: Fleur clings to: Pictures of her conversation with prostitute Nolan forcing her into a relationship with him. She didn't mind showing herself that she had been blackmailed and drifted behind for fear that her parents would learn that she was dating without their knowledge, but it was time for her muffled screams to appear.

Conversations among the students, it's time for rest and great in the public square, and now everyone's filming everything.

The prostitutes are shocked by the other leaflets that expose them one by one; I left the leaflet in my hand so I have something else to show them.

Honey, you can't bet on me, and shut up because I once had feelings for you.

I lifted the leather plaque, put it over the building fence and tied its edges well, and then let it roll, showing their bet, pictures of them wondering about their dirty bet on me.

Lucas's answers, 'One step away from my fourth goal,' "I'm like a ring on my finger,' "It's unthinkable if I confess first, it's very real to me.'

We hacked into all of them, and yes, I found even more horrible words than this in my honor, and the honor of the other girls, and the boy who had some feelings said what I wasn't, But I'm not the same crying girl anymore, so I'm giving him back a fold.

We showed everything without hesitation, and I wouldn't be ashamed, but I raised my head, I smiled sideways, I looked at him with pleasure, I tried to send him that he was completely wrong, I told him I was the one who was playing him and not the other way around.

The rest of the girls make sure to expose the number of their haphazard relationships, or I'd say compulsively, that's not a relationship at all.

He and his group turned around in horror, staring at every plaque with his picture on it as he smoked all kinds of cigarettes, and others in suspicious positions. Some of their conversations about schoolgirls in a dirty way -- in other words, the last kings of the Birkin Hills school -- have been successfully vilified.

He raised his head to me, and looked with hatred I smiled for him, this look is enough to ignite the fire of victory inside me and I will no longer complain.

His friends revolted trying to pull out the two-story-long pictures, but to no avail, they wouldn't be easily torn apart.

Georgia's palms slammed enthusiastically as we hugged each other, and girls screamed enthusiastically as we approached in a collective hug. A small victory party.

He started the game of s**t, and the initiator is dark.

Then bear what happens, and it will happen to him.

Anyway, Lucas is a bastard, a punk, a punk, and his friends like him, and we're not going to let scums like them get one of the girls into their slut group and manipulate them as they please.

Everything has limits, and we will set those limits.

I distanced my eyes, who enjoyed seeing them shaken up by distorting their venerable image in front of all the students to the five girls, surely shook their chins, making my smile widen.

Hugged Jesse and Georgia's arm, we're on the road to achieving the next step.

Destroying his family life.

Not necessarily, but to be punished by his family, too.

I will make sure that the mention of My name in front of him is like hell, making him tremble in fear.

Dude, you definitely can't beat a woman of madness playing around in her eyes like crystal clear.

He said that madness played in my eyes, that an evil spirit incarnate in me was just an analysis and had seen nothing yet.

Funny, this bastard thought he insulted me that way, this i***t doesn't know he's getting stronger.

No one can manipulate Soleen Parker. Lucas meets his punishment, and it's the other one. Justin Macron, the saga is almost over.

I didn't hesitate to call my brother Noah and tell him to come get me now.

I put the phone away after the conversation with Noah, putting it in the back pocket of my pants while I walked with a high head and looked up as they jogged in panic.

My eyes met his brown, burning angry. Angry, honey? Good. That's what I swore I'd hit you twice as much as I felt.

A side smile I found my hat over my gut, I took my steps more confidently, and I feel my body flying and not walking above the ground, this is the feeling of revenge then?

It feels great, as if I'm breathing a breath of relief after waiting for the result of a difficult exam, even better, it's like indulging in a bathtub during a rough summer and having a ice-mint lemon in my hand to sip from it.

Someone tried to rush us, but stopped looking at his comrades who were not interested in us, and all they had in mind was how to keep the paintings out of everyone's sight, fools who didn't know their turn was over, and it was my turn!

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