Chapter four

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Annie woke up the next morning with a heaviness in her chest, the kind that made breathing feel like lifting something too heavy. The events of the previous day kept replaying in her mind: the strange looks from the administrators, the way her documents were taken without any clear answer, and the whisper from the staff woman who told her, Be careful. They choose who they want. Those words had followed her into her dreams and dragged themselves into her morning like a shadow she could not shake off. She got dressed slowly, thinking through everything again. The academy building stood tall and silent when she approached it, almost like it was watching her. Students moved around the courtyard with confidence she wished she had, talking excitedly about orientation schedules, dormitory allocations, and scholarship opportunities. Annie felt like she was walking in a world that had already decided she did not belong. As she reached the administrative office, Mrs. Due, the same woman from yesterday, noticed her and quickly straightened up. She signaled Annie to wait by the doorway. Annie felt her palms grow warm with nervousness. A few other students looked at her curiously as if they could sense she was not supposed to be there. After a few moments, Mrs. Dube stepped closer. Her face carried the same uneasy caution. Annie, she said quietly. I told you yesterday certain students got attention here. And others do not. She looked around, lowered her voice even more. Someone put your file aside on purpose. Annie’s heart dropped. Why? Did I do something wrong? No. Mrs. Dube sighed. But some people here only help students they see as useful. And some of them expect something in return. Her voice hardened slightly, though her eyes showed worry. You need to protect yourself. Annie did not understand fully, but she understood enough to be afraid. So what happens to my admission? Mrs. Dube hesitated like someone fighting with their conscience. Mr. Zulu asked to see you. Annie recognized the name immediately. He was the deputy admissions director, someone students whispered about not loudly but carefully. Annie felt her stomach twist, but she nodded. Okay. Mrs. Dube touched her arm gently. If anything feels wrong, leave. You do not owe anyone anything. Annie swallowed. Thank you. She walked down the corridor toward Mr. Zulu’s office, each step heavier than the last. The hallway felt too quiet, the kind of quiet that makes you hear your own heartbeat. When she reached the door, she paused, straightened her posture, and knocked. Come in, a deep voice calls. The office was large, filled with certificates on the wall and thick folders piled neatly on the desk. Mr. Zulu, a tall man with a stiff expression, looked up at her with a smile that did not reach his eyes. You must be Annie. Yes, sir. He gestured for her to sit, and she obeyed. He opened her file, scanned it slowly, then looked at her again. “Your grades are good. Very good, actually. But admission here is not only about grades. Annie forced herself to speak calmly. I submitted all the required documents. I followed every step. I know, he replied, closing the file. Students like you need someone to support your application. Someone influential inside. He leaned back slightly. And i am prepared to support you. Annie felt a prickle of unease on her skin. What would that mean? Mr. Zulu looked at her for a moment before answering. There are expectations. Unwritten ones. You help me, and I help you. His tone implied more than his words said directly. Annie’s breath caught. She did not need a detailed explanation to understand. She felt something inside her shrink but also something harden. I just want admission based on my work, she said, keeping her voice steady. He raised an eyebrow. Then you may wait a very long time. Her fingers tightened around the strap of her bag. If that is what it takes, i will wait. For a moment, he stared at her like someone trying to decide whether she was brave or unwise. Think about it, he said finally. Doors do not open for everyone. Annie stood up slowly. Then i will find another door. His expression changed, surprised mixed with irritation. But Annie did not stay long enough to read it fully. She stepped out of the office with her heart pounding, her legs trembling, but her resolve hardening like stone. The hallway felt brighter now, though she was not sure why. Maybe because she had walked away instead of bending. Maybe because she had chosen herself. When she reached outside, she found a quiet bench under a tree and sat down. The city noise filled the distance, but she felt strangely calm. She knew refusing him might cost her the admission she had fought so hard for. She knew she might have just closed a door that would not reopen. But she also knew something else: something stronger. Her dignity mattered more than any institution. Her future mattered, but not at the cost of losing herself. She wiped her eyes quickly, stood up, and looked at the academy building again. It did not feel as intimidating anymore. If they did not want to open the door for her, she would build her own. Or find a place where she did not need permission to enter. And for the first time since she arrived, she felt not scared but certain.
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