CHAPTER TWO: A STORM BEFORE THE CALM

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The next morning, my alarm clock dragged me out of a restless sleep. The sudden encounter with my ex still lingered in my mind like a bad dream I couldn’t shake off. I could still hear him calling my name, that voice I swore I’d forgotten. My head throbbed. Everything felt off-balance; my eyes were blurry, and every step I took felt like walking through fog. I squinted at the clock, trying to focus. Then my phone rang, it was Josh. He could always tell when something was wrong, just from my voice. I didn’t even have to say a word. “Ashley,” he said softly, “I know things are rough, but I promise everything will work out. Just focus on your job...” Oh my God. My job. I froze. My first day. “Bye, Josh,” I said hurriedly and ended the call before panic could swallow me whole. * * * Traffic in New York was chaotic. Cars honking, people shouting, and my watch ticking louder than ever, it all blended into one giant noise of frustration. I had barely thirty minutes left before work started. Restless and desperate, I made a split-second decision. I paid the driver, jumped out, and took off running through the crowded streets. Then I felt it, drops on my cheek. Not tears. Rain. Within moments, the drizzle turned to heavy rain, soaking me to the skin. I stopped briefly, staring up at the grey sky. Of course. The universe just had to pick today. By the time I reached the office, I was drenched, clothes clinging uncomfortably to my body. Still, I exhaled in relief. Ten minutes early. I’d made it. That relief vanished the moment I caught my reflection in the glass door: pale skin, trembling hands, bloodshot eyes. I looked awful. Minutes later, I was called into the manager's office. And sent home. Five days’ leave to “recover.” Guess I looked as miserable as I felt. * * * Frustration burned inside me. Why does it always end this way? Why do I always find a way to ruin things just when they’re about to get better? I wanted to scream. To smash something. To undo the night before. After he showed up last night, I couldn’t stop shaking… one glass turned into four. It wasn’t the first time alcohol left me broken. The first was when I lost him. And now, again, because of him, I was sitting here, ashamed, defeated, alone. * * * By the time I got back to my apartment, the rain had stopped, but the storm inside my head hadn’t. Hunger gnawed at me, but I couldn’t eat. Sleep refused to come. Finally, I stumbled toward the kitchen, weak and trembling. The room tilted, vision blurring, and then everything went dark. The last thing I heard was the hiss of boiling water… and someone pounding at my door. My lips tried to form a word, but the darkness swallowed me first. It was, without a doubt… the worst of the worst.
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