now I was living in fear
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I was now living in fear. Fear that I might lose my mate. Fear that I've caused her so much pain. Why was I always mean to Shy when we were growing up? All these thoughts kept running through my head as my father and I rode to the hospital. The car finally stopped in front of the pack Hospital. I was too terrified to even get out of the car. My father said come on son it's time to take responsibilities and start to be a man. We enter the hospital which was kind of small. Most of the time werewolves will heal themselves. So why isn't Shy healing? We get to the waiting room and seen Eric and Ben. Eric was crying. I have never seen Eric cry before. My father Alpha John goes up and hugs betta Ben. My father ask how bad Shy was. Alpha John I'm sorry but she is not doing very well. She quit breathing right after they got her here and is now on a ventilator to help her breathe. She's got tubes running in and out of her. They still can't figure out why she's not healing. I screamed Noooooooooo this cant be happening. My body starts to feel pain all over. Pain for my mate. My heart was aching that I might lose my future Luna. Beta Ben I am so sorry I didn't mean to hit her. I-I I love her. She is my mate. I only recently found out. She has not turned 18 yet. So she doesn't know yet that we are FATED MATES.
May I see her sir? I don't know if it's a good idea. Oh okay I was shocked by his answer. My Father and Ben were talking. I was not going to leave the hospital until my love Shy did. However long it takes I will be here. After my father was done talking to Ben. Ben came to me and said you may see her as long as your father is with you. Alpha Roy I'm not sure I trust you alone with my daughter right now. I understand Mr. Robertson. Come On Son let's go see your Luna my father said to me. I took a deep breath and slowly walk into the room. Mrs. Robertson was their with Shy. I really didn't want to look at Shy my love because I was scared I was going to lose her. I finally got the courage and looked at her. I almost lost it. I slid down the wall and was holding my knees with my head my lap crying. What have I done? I slowly walk toward her while she was lying in the hospital bed. I grabbed her hand and I told her how sorry I was. I told her that I would not leave until she left. I told her how much I love her and that I was sorry for everything I put her through. My wolf inside me was whimpering. Telling me that this was my fault and told me how the f*** could I let this happen. I looked at my father Alpha John and told him that we needed to give her the best treatment and to get her the best doctors no matter how much it cost. I told him I cannot lose her I just found her. My father shook his head in agreement and said Come On Son let's go make some phone calls. I still need to inform your mother. My mother was Luna Tish. I really didn't want to leave her. I wanted to stay by her bedside but I agreed with my father and we walked back to the waiting room. My father called my mother first and let her know to meet us at the hospital. She was in a frantic she thought something had happened to me. My father assured her it wasn't me and that he would inform her as soon as she got to the hospital. Son your mother is on her way she will be here in 5 minutes he inform me. While we waited for my mother my father started call the best people in to treat Shy. My mother Luna Tish finally arrived she looked at my father in a panic. What's going on? She demanded. Why have you called me to the hospital? my father said my mother down I told her everything that it happened even the part about shy being my Luna my fated mate. My mother looked at me wide-eyed I can see she was very disappointed in me. I could see it in her eyes. My mother was also good friends with Mrs. Robertson and she wanted to go see her and see Shy. My mother said I will deal with you later. I have never seen my mother so angry and so hurt and so upset with me before. I felt so ashamed. I never ment this to happen. I pulled out my phone and called Piper. She answered hey baby what's up. I yelled at her. Don't call me baby and get your ass to the pack hospital now. She said what's wrong baby. I hung up the f*****g phone I was so pissed. Piper ran into the hospital. What's wrong baby? Why are you upset? I fucken told you to stop f*****g calling me baby. She snapped then what the f**k do you want me to call you. I turn to face her I your f*****g Alpha and that's the only thing your are going to call me. I didn't like when she called me baby. Now that I found my Luna. What the f**k do you want Roy. I want to fucken break up with you. I found my Luna! I don't want you anymore.
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