Gracie I had been all over the place the last few days. I haven’t been myself to be honest. I was spending most of my time locked in my bedroom when I wasn’t at school. I had been trying everything to find Peter, but thus far I wasn’t getting anywhere. I couldn’t find him anywhere and it was frustrating the hell out of me! I was fighting with everything I had in me not to take it out on myself. I don’t want to go down that road again. Instead I had been taking my frustration out in Ryland, which isn’t fair. I don’t mean to, but I have just had so much going on. My emotions are all over the place, and I seriously needed to find Peter. I need answers, and I need to tell him the truth. I don’t even know if he will want anything to do with me. If he doesn’t, that is his choice as lo

