"Are you happy " my sister asked I just gave her a blank look and shrugged my shoulders because it's such a difficult question I always usually say yes because I have friends I laugh at other people's jokes I go out a lot and have fun so my life isn't as bad as it could be I mean it could be worse right
But most nights around 3am when I'm alone still awake lying in bed thinking about life I find myself crying my heart out suddenly I convinced that nobody like me or nobody will ever like me I feel horrible and I question everything I had and everything in my life has been s**t and full of fake love
My sister knows tho something is off you know when something's wrong with me when I'm quiet , use the excuse I'm tired , lose my appetite , constantly look at the ground , smile for a second th
