Burning hearts

Burning heart chapter 5

Haileys pov

Nathan's words were in my mind, "hailey open your eyes, I'm here with you. I love you ... " But I know he's not real, he's just a memory, a memory that helps me through my worst nightmare.

I say just as quietly as I can,

" I love you to please stay with me a little more, I miss you so much." And with a small tear rolling down my cheek, I open my eyes.

"Nathan-"

My tears roll down my cheeks he seems so real as if he is really here next to me, I stroke him quietly on the cheek he feels so real, more tears roll down my cheeks I know there will be more tears coming. I dare not close my eyes or blink in fear that he will disappear from me again, I must be in some predicament where my subconscious has apparently chosen to make him even more beautiful, more adult. Well-trained, and revealing us With tattoos, I have always only seen him in my memories, the memories we made together. Never like this. I can both see and hear him talking to me but I can not understand what he is saying, an unpleasant pain begins to form in my abdomen and in my stomach it gets worse and worse and eventually I can't stand it anymore, so it forces me to move my hand from his cheek and put it down around my stomach while I cringe, he gets up from the bed and takes his phone out of his pocket, I try to reach for him but I can't reach him from where I am, " please don't leave me," I cries.

He's talking to someone on the phone. I can hear him but I still don't understand any of what he says.

But he heard what I said, because he sat down at once and took my hand in his.

I can feel my eyelids getting harder to keep open and the pain gets stronger and stronger, but before I close my eyes and Nathan disappears again, I squeeze his hand and say " goodbye Nathan" and then my eyes close.

I can still hear him talking, I need to try and see if I can focus on his words so I can understand what he is saying.

" Hailey .......... You'r ...... You must ..... These ...... It's for your pain."

" Where the f**k is my doctor?"

Now I heard him loud and clear, and I understood it as well. His voice was filled with panic.

" Hailey, open your eyes, I'm still here."

When I open my eyes again he is sitting with 2 pills in his hand and a glass of water." It's painkillers, drink them so your pain relieves a little" he said to me and I did so. And then I looked at him " what is going on. How is this possible and where am I?"

Nathan took a deep breath giving me a small smile, " You are finally with me again babe, I have been looking for you everywhere. What is the last thing you remember" he asked me.

I sat up, looked around and looked at him and said with tears half beginning again. "Nick ... A Hotel .." I took a deep breath, and took my hand up to my cheek, I closed my eyes and let a few tears roll down my cheek before opening my eyes again. He gave me a nice warm hug, he put his head at an angle into my throat and gave me a kiss right where he knows I love it " hailey he can never hurt you again. I'm so sorry I didn't reach you 5 min before."

" What?" I was so lost

I didn't really understand what he said, "what how?"

" Shhh hailey you have no idea how happy I am that I was in the club yesterday. I have been looking for you for 4 years now and not a day has gone by in the last 5 years where I have not thought of you," he whispered to me. I took a deep breath, squeezed my eyes a little together and looked at him questioningly " were you behind the dark glass." He just nodded "why did you not come down to me?'' I said in a voice that was about to crack.

" Because you were there with a guy,'' he said while clenching his teeth." You are mine hailey. What did you do with that psycho? " he asked me. And the only thing I could get out of words was" because I was trying to forget you" and then the tears came pouring down feelings of shame, sadness, and guilt took over. Nathan took me and pushed me closer to him and then he put both arms around me and I nuzzled my head in his chest and here we sat until a knock could suddenly be heard from the door.

" Come in, '' he shouted over my head. When the bedroom door opens a beautiful woman walks in the door to the bedroom "hello again Nathan." I released him and moved away from him incomprehensibly over the situation. He looked at me smiling and pulled me over to him again, and quietly He said to me." never walk away from me like that again."

" It was about time you came, I gave her the pills, she woke up with a lot of pain, but it seems they are slowing down a bit now" he said, I nodded he was right they were not so bad right now.

"Hi hailey I'm your personal doctor Victoria." She said in a very nice light voice.

" Hi,'' I answered her, followed by a "personal doctor I don't understand."

" I'm Nathan's personal doctor, but since you're Nathan's girl, I'm your personal doctor too."

Nathan put his hand on my cheek and gave me a gentle kiss on the mouth, it sent chills down my spine, a tiny little kiss could leave so much, only he can do that to me.

" I have to go out while the doctor looks at you, what do you want to eat?'' he asked me.

" I'm not hungry " I shook my head "but thank you, "

" I will surprise you," he said, leaving one more kiss before getting up and walking out of the door.

"How are you, Hailey?" Victoria asked with a smile on her face.

"I'm okay, I'm very confused." I tried to strain out.

"Confused, how confused," she replied.

I took a deep breath, "ummm yes so I don't really know what's going on right now I must be in some kind of trance or" ... She interrupted me.

"Transe what do you mean?"

"Yeah well this, all off it, it's not real, you, Nathan, the room here." I had a very hard time understanding that this is the reality, and needed to hear that I was safe and Nathan was really here. A small tear ran down my cheek.

"Ohhhh hailey you just experienced a trauma, I understand well your confusion," she sat down next to me and put her hand on my arm, "you are safe, Nathan saved you at the hotel she said. I'm so glad to see you, she said, ``I've heard so much about you."

"About me,'' I answered her.

" Yes you are Nathan girl," she smiled at me." He's been looking for you since he turned 18."

I got a lump in my throat and had to sink it hård. If He has been looking for me, why did he leave me in the first Place"

Then she smiled at me and whispered "he didn't leave you on his own free will hailey." I froze, "what?" I was more confused now than before.

"Listen hailey it's not me who's supposed to say this, but you and Nathan have a lot to talk about, but first we need to make you fresh and heal your wounds again. I will have to look after the stitches I have given you, so I am sure there will be no inflammation in Them, Nathan Will kill me if that happens." I nodded and lay down on the bed, after a while it knocked on the door and Nathan's voice broke through,

"Are you finished in there, and can I get in now?''