Taming The Billionaire's Heart (R18)

Chapter 6—Coffee Date

For some point in Hiroko's life, he regrets a lot of things since then, he didn't noticed that he was actually having the sadness inside his mind and that he was totally betrayed for the things that he does, he don't want to make himself feel that he didn't deserved anything at all. He wanted to enjoy what he needs to enjoy especially that he just came out of a relationship with the man that he loved the most, it was tragic that he was having such kind of a life that is so twisted, he doesn't even want to remember it himself.

Aime got ready with herself as she was invited by Hiroko to have a coffee with him. She technically thinks that they are going to date even if that's not the right term for that, she knows that there's something that she need to know for herself and move forward with having him around the day.

She took a brown dress that she bought recently and wore it, she looks beautiful and confident wearing those. She's nervous because Hiroko didn't seen her much wearing dresses, it was not even plan to have him around at times like that, she don't know exactly why she is doing that to herself.

She likes him a lot more than he knows about it, he just didn't want herself to get caught at all, there's nothing wrong with their friendship since she didn't even want to confess it to him and she clearly doesn't want to ruin it.

The risk of telling him is losing their friendship, and she don't want that to happened at all, it was a bad moment that they both encountered together on some part of their lives, Aime is always been courageous to think that she is the woman that will get through it.

She wanted to forget about Hiroko already, and make her life at best and find the man that is going to take care of her. She dated guys who never even cherished her and there's Hiroko who's willing to give her the advices and the care that she wanted after breaking up with her exes.

She recalls everything else with the things that she could remember together with him because she wanted to know why he is so precious in her life and she wanted to be closer to him as much as possible.

Aime doesn't want to creep out Hiroko at all, so she wanted to take things slowly as he also adjusts with his own life and for him to have time to move on.

Aime is always passionate whenever Hiroko is around, she would often act nicely and caring for him. She don't have any other choice but to do it, she knows that she have impact within his life wherein she wanted to miss the things that will hurt her and she might lose the man that she looks over with and treats him as more than a friend, she was scared to think of it the most, she don't want to suffer with such triggers.

"Hey, I am coming over there already Hiro, wait for me," Aime said.

"Alright, I will," he answered.

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(Aime's POV)

Just by hearing his voice, I felt a million of feelings already, I am mixed emotions everytime that I hear him out when speaking. It feels like my whole world just stopped as it is, I don't want to stop myself from thinking otherwise that I am just wasting my time all over the way, but that's the case, I don't want to be someone that will make him feel sad, one way or another.

I wanted to look good in front of him right now, at least I would look like someone with a good stance in his eyes, that's the thing that is important right now.

I don't care what he thinks of me, I just want to continue on the things that he is giving me right now which is to have a chance to be with him, I will never take that for granted at all, I never wanted to make myself feel like I am a fool, there's no other way that I am going to think about that.

Whenever I see him, my heart always feel happy and nervous at the same time, I don't know why I am feeling this but I feel like there's something about me that I need to continue on doing.

I don't really like to contemplate myself to the situation that I cannot handle but he is a different one, I know that he will surely make me feel that I am a part of the things that he does, I am the one who pushed him to change either way and I feel like I am proud of it.

There might be moments in my life wherein I will feel that I am very useless, but he is there in order for him to cheer me up whenever it's needed, I always thought that he was the best among other guys.

I always fell so easily, but I know that it was only temporary, that there's something that I would like about a guy and then turns out that I will greatly have the moment that I needed to think about as well.

I don't want to mind about the sadness inside my mind, I wanted to be the one that is going to get through the circumstances, I wasn't really the one that is courageous as always but I know how to make myself feel that I going to make it through.

On the other hand, Hiroko is like a world to me that I can't live without. I don't have any other reasons to say that because he just treats me as a friend and I know that he doesn't have feeling with me, I don't know really but that the least I am thinking.

I don't want to be someone that will make myself feel that all of this moments is going to be wasted, because it's not, I will make sure of that as much as possible, I don't want to bring the sadness towards him too.

I prepared myself already for the day, everything is ready and I want to go there already on the coffee shop, I feel like he was really kind these days and I wonder what is his plans next, I can't stop but think that I am happy because he makes me feel like I am a part of it, he makes me feel that I am not going to waste anything at all, it is just beautiful as it seems to be, and I don't want to bring myself the kind of sadness that will make me feel like I am not doing any better.

I went down the stairs and told my dad that I'll go out already.

"What's so special about this day Some, why are you wearing your dress right now? Mind if you tell me about it young lady," he said while smiling at me, like he was proud to see me wearing it, and I feel like I am really a princess towards his eyes, I feel like having him as a dad is just so cool that I can't explain it any further .

"There's nothing important about this day daddy, I am just dressing well right now," I said. I lied about it because if I told him that I will go for a date with Hiroko, he will definitely tease me as always and I don't want that to happened.

All of my exes were close to that more than they are close to me, and even if we broke up slready, whenever they see my dad out of town, they will treat them like an acquaintance and talk, for a while they will also make my dad feel that he is clearly having the kind of a friendly man.

I don't want to replace anything that I have with my dad but he is the best in the world yet, and I can't stop myself but thanked God for giving me the man that will be the parent of me, I don't want to have an abusive parent at all, and I am lucky of it.

"Are you sure about that? Who is it?"

"What about it daddy? Who is it? I don't know what you are talking about right now," I said, and thought that it would be best if I will tell him about it later.

"Dad, don't be cheeky, I am just going out somewhere else, " I said.

He smiled at me and then said, "You are beautiful as you are and you are really a big girl now, I can't stop myself from thinking how fast the world could be," he said.

I smiled back at him because he is just too precious, he feels like he was about to cry at that moment, it was just really heartwarming.

My dad is my everything and I want to make things that will make him proud of me. Seeing him happy makes me happy too, and when he called me beautiful, I always feel like there's something inside my mind that makes me feel like I am the lucky gurl that will always have the moment that I need to cherish, I don't want to see him sad.

"Dad, you are my best friend, of course, it's all genetics. I know that it's all coming from you," I said and then chuckled.

"No, your mom, she is the one that is responsible of it all and you know that too well, I know that you know that too, and there's something that will be more valuable as it should be. You look so much like her and I know that from the very first day that you existed into this world, I know that you are having that kind of moments in your life, you should be proud of it, I know that you will always have the strength for yourself and don't ever forget about that," he said while smiling.