Rose The moment I made the decision to let him know that I had known all along about him being there, I knew there was no turning back. Whatever came with it, be it rejection or acceptance, I'll have to take it. I wanted so bad to get relief, I wanted so bad to feel his touch and I didn't care for the consequences. Sylvie was almost worse than I was. She no longer had the strength to move or fight me. When I spoke the first time and he kept quiet, pretending not to be there, I could feel my heart slowly tearing apart and the devil on my left shoulder mocking me. You should've just kept quiet, now he's starting to ignore you…. The words rang over and over again in my head and I wanted to cry, but I had gotten too weak to cry. I pleaded with him a second time, but I was met with silen

