Save Me Heal Me

Chapter 1

I have a beautiful life. I mean I was born with a golden spoon on my mouth. I have a loving father, a caring mother and a sweet twin sister, actually we're identical twin that's why we're very close to each other. Mom and Dad treat us like a princess that's why they always give whatever we desire. They love us so much and we love them too. See? It's beautiful right? My life is beautiful isn't?

But it seems like everything is not beautiful as I imagined. I had no idea that my beautiful life will come to an end. I used to think that life will always be beautiful and I thought it was always beautiful until my last breath, but I was wrong, very wrong. Maybe I was too foolish to think that life is so amazing or maybe too naive to think that everything is just as beautiful as it seems. But again I was wrong. Trust me everything is not what it seems. It is more horrifying and scary. That I would want to die just to escape the reality of life. The painful reality of life.

On a young age our parents died on a car accident 5 years ago. It was so hard for both of us. I mean we used to live like a princess but when our parents died. Our greedy uncle take over our parents company and kick us out in our own house. From them on me and my twin sister became a beggar. We did everything to survive in this cruel life. In order to survive we eat someones left over or even a trash. We sleep in the cold road and many more. It was so hard really hard. We're seeking for help but no one help us. It's so painful really painful. We're still grieving at our parents death that time and we're seeking for comfort but again no one's there to comfort us. We only have each and it's painful. The pain are killing us. I used to believe in God but now I don't know anymore. I hate him now for making us suffer. Yes I blame him for the suffering that happens to our lives and for me there is no God. He's a cruel God for making us suffer.

I am Kezia Gorgod. I'm a waitress in a restaurant and I was lucky to have a job, very lucky. Because, well you know if you don't have a degree you can't get a job that paid decent money. I did go to school but you know my parents died on a young age and are greedy uncle kick us out on our own house that's why I don't have a degree.

Ms. Clarissa is the one who help me to get this job and I was gracious to her. I am really thankful to her. But suddenly she was assigned in a different branch and our new manager, well I don't like him he always look at me with l**tful eyes and it's disgusting. Everytime he looked at me I felt like I have the urged to puke. He's really a disgusted guy and creepy.

I took a look at my watch.

Oh! No I was very late! I'm dead! I need to leave now!

"Jewel I'm going to leave now!" I called my twin sister. "Eat your breakfast first!" She shout back. "I don't have a time!" I shouted back to her.

I am very late for work and so I run out the door. The restaurant where I work isn't far from my home. I kept running fast ignoring everyone on the way. I'm so dead. Today's our boss will going to inspect us. I mean the restaurant owner will inspect us if we are doing are job properly and he hate being late. S**t I'm really so dead. I hope he's not there already, he's going to fire me when he find outs. Shocks I need this job. I really need this job. This our only hope.

-Restaurant-

I'm in front of my work place right now silently wishing that my boss is not yet here.

Breathe Kezia breathe. Relax he's not there already, come on you can do this.

'What if he's already here?' my subconscious said. 'Oh come on don't scare me ' I said to my subconscious. Shocks I'm crazy now. I'm starting to talk to myself.

Come on Kezia come down you can do this, he's not yet there. I breathe once more and got in to the restaurant.

"Shocks Kezia, why are you late?" My co-worker asked. "Is he already here?" I asked nervously. "Yes and your dead. You how he late new comers." Mia my co-worker said. I'm really nervous right now. "Faster go and change your clothes before he see you." She added then proceed to her work. I was about to go to stuff room when someone said.

"I thought I made clear that I hate late comers Ms. Gorgod." The cold voice said. Shocks I know that voice I'm so dead.

"Ah-eh" I smile at him awkwardly shocks I don't know what to say. "Why are you late?" He asked seriously. Gosh what will I say? That I woke up late? No way he's going to get mad even more.

"Ahm. I was in the middle of the road and I happen to bump in a pregnant woman and she was about to give birth to her child, so you know I bring her to the hospital. That's why I'm late Mr. Volzki." I explained while biting my lips hoping he believe it.

He raised his eye brow and said "A pregnant woman huh?" He said not believing my excuse. "Do you think I'm a fool?" He's mad now. I'm really dead.

"No. I'm so sorry Mr. Volzki, I promise I won't be late again." I sincerely said while bowing to him. I know that there so many eyes watching me right now, but I don't care I need this job to survive in this cruel world.

"Raise your head. Don't bow at me I'm not a God." He firmly said and I was so shock to here that. I slowly raise my head and look at him. My boss is really handsome. He has a cold aura but his eyes is so warm. This is the first time I looked in his eyes and it is so beautiful. His brown eyes is so beautiful.

"I'll give you one last chance. If you ever be late again I'll fire you. Go change your clothes and start working." I snapped back in reality and immediately said. "Yes Mr. Volzki." I said. I bow once more then proceed to stuff room.