Chapter 6Danger. I want to make this moment last. I’m scared. If we wait for too long, I might spill. This morning, I took fourteen tablets. Woah. My mind is blown. Gone forever. The world is bright and vacuous with possibility. If people over the illegal side of the wall experience this every single morning, how come they don’t implode? How do they live with the urgency? The ecstasy and the rawness of every second. “Ugh, Lion. How many attendees go over the wall in a week?” Lion sighs and gives me an appraising glance. “Questions again? I’m not sure.” I don’t know why I haven’t asked this stuff before. “Do you go over?” “Me? No. I never have. My role is to oversee and supervise.” Now I’ve started with the questioning, I can’t stop. “Why? What do you get out of it?” As well as my gu

