I never imagine my life to be like this, I always thought I will get married and have kids but when I married that man it is like my life turned upside down.
If I could just go back to my wedding and stop myself from marrying him I will, but not all things I can change.
My husband was never like this he was a very caring and loving man but that all changed when we got married, the first thing I started to notice was him not wanting me to see my friends, parents or even go out. I just thought maybe he wanted us to spent more time together but I was wrong.
He then started to get worse by getting mad over even to smalls things. He then started to get possessive and controlling. He made me cut all ties with my family and friends.
And then he started smoking, drinking and gambling and that just bought out the worse in him which was bad because he began to hit and beat me which hurt me but he did not care at all what I felt or care.
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As I clean the kitchen, he lay down on the couch watching TV drinking a beer as usual. I then hear him get up, which made me tense up a little.
I then felt his hands wrap around my waist which make me flinch a little as he rested his head on my shoulder as he spoke.
"You know I love you right?."
Dose words make me feel a type of way, and a frown was plasted on my face I always thought maybe if he said nice words like that it will make me feel joy but it was just the opposite.
As I stood there with this feeling stirring up in me, I turned my head slight as I heard a knock on the door , Who could it be at this hour?
Emily: "You heard that?
Victor: "Yes I did, who could it even be?
He said slightly annoyed as he let go of me, running his hand through his hair in frustration as he lean back on the kitchen counter.
Victor: "Go see who it is."
To be continued...