In Love and Betrayal

Beautiful Mistake "Davin"

I felt something is different with Leigh. I dont know, but somehow after the phone call i feel really disturbed. I am staring outside when my little Davin Jr tugged my pants asking for a hug.

"My baby boy! How are you? and you are getting bigger baby"

"miss you dada, be 3!"

yes baby, tomorrow is your birthday. you will be 3 years old already!"

"dada stay huh"

"yes baby, we will celebrate your birthday tomorrow."

"yehey!!! mama, paty tom!!!" my son shouted as he go towards his mom.

As i look to my boy and Sasha i realized how beautiful this moment is.

Sasha, my beautiful mistake. yes mistake, because until now i know that i cant leave my wife for her or even for them. Leigh was my first love, my everything, despite all my shortcomings she chose me and i am so damn happy and proud of it. But when i met Sasha 4 years ago, i feel like i fell inlove the 2nd time.

She was only 20 that year, young, smart and naive as she tried to make way on the corporate world.

I didnt know exactly when and how it happened, I just woke up one day feeling too excited to go to work to see my junior manager. We just went out casually with our clients every now and then until that eventful day where to many drinks led to our blissful night. And from that day we are an item, everyone in the office knew but no one is talking about it. I guess no one wanted to talk since only a handful of people knew my wife personally and most of them are retired now. She seldom went to my office even before she started her practice. And when Sasha gave birth to little Davin I felt everything in my life is complete. And Sasha and my baby became my family outside my home with Leighann.

Leighann, my wife. I cant stop thinking about her. I know I am an asshole for doing this to her but I cant let her go. I wont. I cant survive without her. My parents told me to tell Leigh about Davin jr, but I am afraid. Afraid that she will leave me and be done with me. I know her too well that I know I will be at the devastating end if everything comes to light, but I am hoping and praying that she will understand and wont let go of my hand.

Call me selfish, but I love my wife damn too much but I cant leave Sasha and Davin Jr too.

So now, I am thinking what to do. I can feel that something bad will happen I just hope it has nothing to do with my wife and life.