Mia I sat for hours staring at the wall; I don’t know how long I sat there diving into the abyss of nothingness. My mind was numb, my body was numb; it was like my body didn’t belong to me, and I couldn’t even think about anything and didn’t have the energy to. Soon the sun began to set, and I would have continued my staring contest with the wall if there wasn’t a loud knock on the door, forcing my mind back to the present. It was so loud I got deja vu of the moments my father would storm into my room angrily after knocking like the world was his. Well, my world did belong to him. I turned around as the door fell open, and my eyes landed on Lydia’s concerned face. “Is there a problem, ma’am? I’ve been knocking for at least five minutes. I had to let myself in because I was worried som

