“Do you think I made a mistake?” I toyed with a strand of my hair, feeling a bit foolish.
“On?” Amelia asked distractedly, typing furiously on her phone.
“Seriously?! You weren't even listening!” I grumbled.
She looks up then. “Oh, your little problem.” Her eyes looked sympathetic. “I think you should just chill for a bit.”
“Chill?” I sit up. “That's what you said two weeks ago!”
“Acting up is not going to help you solve anything neither is behaving like a lunatic.” Amelia tries to reason, reaching out to touch my arm. “Look you said it yourself, he gets preoccupied with work and s**t. What if it's that?”
I squint at her. “Why does it sound like you're trying to make excuses for him?”
She rolls her eyes. “I'm not, I'm only trying to be rational, something you're supposed to be.”
“It's hard to be rational when the man I love and gave my body to, ghosts me for over three weeks!” I stand up, feeling worked up.
Yep, you heard right.
Lukas was behaving funny after we slept together.
At first, I was firm on waiting till we got mated, but the s****l attraction went out of control, not to mention Lukas's extremely convincing tongue.
Besides, I thought it through and I also wanted to show the depth of my love by trusting my body to him. We were going to spend the rest of our lives together, so what did it matter when?
Turns out I made a mistake.
It was a magical experience though, I wasn't going to lie.
Under a full moon, underneath a tree at our spot.
I'd watched all the videos I could get my hands on in preparation for the big day but I was still very nervous.
“Hey, you okay?” Lukas whispered over my lips, his breath coming out in cold puffs due to the cold weather. My lips were frozen stiff despite the warmth of Lukas's body, I couldn't bring myself to say anything. “Look, it's okay if you have changed your mind. I won't get upset.” His eyes grew concerned.
My heart swelled with love for this amazing human being before me who was willing to back off at my hesitance.
Feeling the opportunity slipping through my grasp, I crashed my lips on his for a couple of seconds.
“I want this, I just… I'm kinda nervous.”
“Relax, let me take care of you.” Lukas insisted so I did as he asked.
Relaxing on the pattered cloth below, I lay compliant, anxiously anticipating the next move.
Lukas started to kiss down my body, light feather kisses that awakened the dormant cells in my body.
He'd barely touched me but here I was, practically vibrating.
He popped the tab on my trousers and inched them down my legs. I snapped my legs closed immediately.
I had shaved before coming, but I was still self-conscious wondering what he was seeing when he looked at me.
Were my thighs too flabby, thick, or not toned enough?
“Let me see,” he coaxed, gently prying my legs open widening them enough to fit his frame through.
Pressing the rough, flat pad of his tongue against my c**t, I arched off the floor to meet his tongue but his strong hands clamped down on my legs.
He peeled back my lips, sucking my c**t into his mouth vigorously as he lapped at my release.
I moaned loudly, approaching my release when he stopped.
I whimpered in protest. Lukas reached up to hold my chin and kiss me. I moaned again, at the sensation of tasting myself on his lips.
We stripped out of our clothes more quickly after that, and Lukas dived for my breasts.
He spent a lot of time licking, sucking, and caressing which I loved but I quickly grew restless, clawing at his shoulders as I craved more.
Locking eyes, and holding each other's gazes, I felt Lukas move to position himself above me.
I licked my lips, eager yet nervous.
I felt a slight pinch when he thrust in, then an uncomfortable sensation like being stabbed with a needle before it abated.
Thankfully, Lukas held still not moving until I gave him the go-ahead by inching my hips upward.
He over then, placing one leg around his waist and he started to piston his hips in and out of my channel.
Sweat dripped down from his pecs to touch mine, our breathing heavy as our bodies moved in unison to dance as old as time.
I was getting closer but I needed something to push me over the edge.
Lukas sensed it too.
Reaching down to rub at my c**t, my back bowed as I flew off the edge of the cliff, soaring high to chase my pleasure…
Shortly after, Lukas followed, jerking as he spilled inside of me.
“He'll come around, trust me,” Amelia reassured me, breaking into my memory.
I had to close off that train of thought, shaking off the potent memory.
“Yeah, thanks,” I say to her but Amelia's back on her phone. That reminds me, she's been off all day. “What's going on with you?” I motioned to her drawn face and her phone.
“Chad and I broke up.” Amelia shrugged, trying to play it off but it didn't reach her eyes.
I gasped, moving closer to her. “Holy crap, why didn't you say anything?! When?”
“A couple of days ago.” She answered. “I didn't tell you because I was trying to process through it.”
“That must be crazy,” I hugged her, sympathizing. “I can't say I know how you're feeling but if Chad left you, then he's the stupid one.” I cuffed her chin. “You're just too adorable to leave.”
Amelia broke into laughter, the reaction I was hoping for.
Men issues trashed aside, we settled for movies and ice cream, talking in between bites.
I loved the serene moment, content with my life as I snuggled together with Amelia.
I had it all. Perf
ect friend, perfect man, and happiness…
How wrong I was.